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Hi and welcome in my hideaway! ⋆˚꩜｡
My name is K, and i'm an Italian girl whose main interests are: psychology, poetry, spirituality and manifesting.
Obviously, english isn't my first language so any spellings mistakes you'll see, feel free to correct them kindly, because i do not accept rudeness.
In fact I apologize in advance if there are any mistakes in this post and in anything I'll post in future.
And I'll close with that for now, see you in the next post!𑣲
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I feel a bit lost, and there is an emptiness inside. Yet, I know I will find meaning somewhere. So, here I am.
I could write essays on modern day teenagers, lack of jobs available and lack of third spaces pushing teenagers to spend more money on drugs to escape reality instead of cosmo and small things that used to been teen culture becoming out of reach even for 20 year olds. When this generation grows up we’re going to be such badly adjusted people. Our concepts of community and empathy will be fucking fried…
My endless rambles before I go into my lucid dreams to escape whatever the fuck this is
I stg it frustrates me everytime😭😭 having proof is not enough for a person in psychosis !!
Moving away from people who...
belittle you
treat you like dirt under their feet
treat you like a bot who should be online when they want and can be ignored when they don't need you
treat you like you owe them
never pay attention to your problems, only talk about themselves
It's not a weakness. It's growing up.
If you feel the need to step aside or get rid of people who treat you that way, you're totally right. These people don't deserve you. There are people who will treat you well and who would never allow themselves to treat anyone that way.
It's always sad when someone you care about starts to behave like that, but holding onto them just because it's been so long... won't help you. A relationship is a two‑way street. If ONLY YOU are working on it, why do you even need it?
Don't let anyone (yourself included) make you believe you are NOT good enough.
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It is, of course, completely normal to have sad moments in life, but it is somewhat possible to prevent them from being caused by other people. For instance, do not hold expectations; do not expect anything from anyone, because the risk of ending up disappointed is very high. Furthermore, do not overthink everything. If something happened, it was meant to happen. Since you cannot go back and change the past, you shouldn’t ruin your present moment either. For example, did someone hurt or offend you? It means the time has come to put a solid distance between you and that person—or, if possible, to completely remove them from your life—which is exactly why that situation occurred. If you look at it this way, it is actually a good thing; think of it as cleansing yourself of dirt. And remember, this does not diminish your worth; it is your self-respect.
My greatest advice to you is this: never give people a second chance. The reason is that the exact same thing, or even something worse, will happen a second time, but this time they will make it look like you are the one at fault. You can be friends with everyone, but generally, you need to be very careful about who you spend the most time with. We are living in a time where you must be on high alert against any kind of emotional or psychological pressure and manipulation. Compromise absolutely nothing on this matter.
"I truly don't know whether I am calm, hyperactive, obsessive, cheerful, tired, or happy. But there is one thing I do know: I hate uncertainty. If I don't have a clear and defined place in your life, I would prefer not to be in your life at all; uncertainty is nothingness. I am either black or white; I don't want to be gray. As I get older, certain things have begun to hold much deeper meanings for me. Take love, for instance. Contrary to today's superficial relationships, I believe love is something incredibly precious. Rather than a mere two-second rush, I believe it possesses a power that can last for years, bringing goosebumps with every single glance, every single touch. To me, it is not just about two bodies, but rather two souls truly seeing each other, loving each other, striving to understand, showing mercy, respecting, protecting, and making sacrifices for one another."
Leaving the Past in the Past
"Human beings are created with emotions, feelings, and free will. Yet sometimes, these emotions, feelings, and thoughts weigh so heavily on us that almost our entire day is spent pondering over what has happened. In reality, there is nothing going on—no new development, no news, no encounter—but there are past memories, regrets, 'what-ifs,' doubts, and promises made; what more could there be? And then, after thinking about everything and overanalyzing it all, a single word comes along with that sense of exhaustion: 'Anyway.' In truth, it is those moments where we say 'anyway' that truly consume us. Sometimes, a war breaks out inside us, as if our swords are our 'what-ifs,' our doubts, our memories, our regrets, and those promises made but never kept… yet the person we are fighting is, once again, 'ourselves.' My mother always used to say that a person's greatest enemy is themselves: 'What a person does to themselves, the whole world could not do if they all came together, because a person's greatest enemy is themselves, their own mind.' This saying has started to make much more sense to me now. Then there are the things we give up on, the decisions we make, and being stuck in certain memories of the past. Giving up sounds so easy, doesn't it? How easily people make life-altering decisions. Have you ever heard of 'living in the past'? In reality, it is the things we give up on that make us who we are, because certain acts of letting go shape our lives. 'Giving up' sounds so cold, yet in some situations, it becomes a person's most healing medicine, their ultimate balm. How difficult it is for a person to give up on a powerful habit that harms them, like an addiction, isn't it? Ultimately, if giving up is what will bring healing, letting go is sometimes the only path. But you are addicted—how do you let go? At that exact point, you have to make a choice. Either you continue and knowingly allow it to harm you, or you lock your heart and mind against whatever it is you need to leave behind, wasting no more time on it, and if possible, you kill that thing inside you. Even while doing this, we remain unaware that we are fighting a war within ourselves. These are not feelings or actions that can be explained in just two or three sentences, but at some point, they are things that simply need to be poured into writing. 'Living in the past'—I must confess, I used to do this frequently myself, but I have started to do it less now because I have realized much more clearly that no matter what I do, I cannot change the past. As long as we are breathing, the future is always there. It took me some time to understand that while we have the chance to shape the future, we have no choice but to draw lessons and experience from what happened in the past; life itself taught me this…"
