spaniel the first and spaniel the second 

You were never supposed to be a lesson. You were always supposed to be the one that stayed through and through. Being the support system I thought I gained and the best friend I thought was forever. You were never supposed to break my heart. You were always supposed to be the one that kept it intact. Being the one to pick up the pieces of all the assholes. You were never supposed to lie to me. I'm not talking just a white lie, but every lie that has ever been known to man kind. Telling another girl the same exact words during the same exact situations every single time. You were never supposed to cheat on your girlfriend. I am shocked that you even let this happen, let alone with another person. How messed up are you? You were never supposed to treat me like all your puppets that you have. Being that you are narcissistic, this road leads you to mental habilitation center. You were never supposed to end up looking worse than any of my ex boyfriends could... And that's saying a lot. You ended up being all of these things and so much more. I am so disappointed in who you've become, the things you lied about, and most of all for stabbing me from all different angles with a jagged knife. I thought you were so much better than you are. You have lost me. And this... This can't be mended again. Forever gone, Mo

White Oak Canyon - Virginia

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