You’re never gonna see this, but that’s okay because you couldn’t handle it if you did.
Just so we’re clear, you may think you’re the poo and your shit doesn’t stink, but I see you. And if you think for one second I don’t see you for who you are - you’ve got the wrong one ma’am.
I see the way you talk to my dad. I see the way you push him to do things he shouldn’t be doing at his age. I see the way you trick him into thinking you’re doing him favors. I see the way you throw fits until you get your way. I see the way you convince yourself the world is against you and you pick a battle with everyone and everything who fucks with you. I see the way everything revolves around you. What you say goes. You’re in charge. You’re in control. And in case you didn’t know, which you probably don’t, it’s fucking gross. I wanted to like you but I can’t stand you. I wanted him to actually be happy because it’s been years since he has been. But you won’t give that to him. You won’t allow it. You’re always right. He’s always wrong. It’s fucking bullshit, you and I both know that. And if you think for one second after I get out of this house I’m going to tolerate your shit - you’ve got the wrong one. You can bitch all you want but he will never kick me out over you. My brother had it coming. Because I see you, I try to do just enough to keep him on my side. Not enough that it’s helpful for you, because you don’t deserve it, but the same way you do “just enough” into tricking him that you don’t mind my being here and you want to help me. You couldn’t tell him no when I called him crying and I see that now. You couldn’t tell him no because then he would see what a selfish careless monster you are. That’s why you’re trying to tolerate me. You can’t let him see you for as you are. But I promise if you keep this shit up - I will MAKE SURE he sees you for who you are. You know I see you, I can feel it. You don’t want to tango with me over my dad, I’ll promise you that too. I wanted to like you but I cannot stand you and that’s really too bad.
