me before dream (outro from calamity) vs me after dream (outro from calamity)
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me before dream (outro from calamity) vs me after dream (outro from calamity)

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Kelis | No Turning Back from Kaleidoscope (1999)
You’ve talked about the inherent gothic undertones of the twin jades, but can we talk about the tragic, monster-groom vibes of chengxian? I mean wwx literally marked jc from the inside out. This after spending his whole life planning to be his shidi’s second in command. jc will be his till the day he dies. Kate Bush, running up that hill to make a deal with God levels of romantic.
who's done more for chengxian than kate bush. running up that hill? wuthering heights?; queen unlocks a new chengxian emotion with every other song.
honestly, this is just....SO LUSH. the chengxian gothic that i normally make a beeline for is the wuthering heights - mansfield park one; the liminal zone of wei wuxian's 'upstairs/downstairs' position within the household. the childhood friends - growing up together before made-up boundaries like 'social status' could be of any consequence to them - almost brothers - almost lovers - never quite the leaders they'd hope they'd be together. jiang cheng protecting wei wuxian from his mother's wrath, jiang cheng's withdrawn father where even his favouritism of wei wuxian seems distant and absent-minded somehow, the disapproval he has of jiang cheng (who admittedly is a little cunt) where he scolds him but doesn't intend to raise him, jiang cheng & wei wuxian's joint adoration of their sistermommy jiang yanli. the fact that jin guangshan demands jiang cheng puts wei wuxian in his place - beneath him, a head disciple that got too big for his boots and yet jiang cheng comes to burial mounds as his brother, pleads with him like ismene did with antigone. the cassandra of mdzs/cql, he's the only one who seems to know what genre he's in, helpless & hopeless against his shixiong's hubris. he comes as a brother and leaves as a sect leader and the inevitable tragedy follows. the obsession, resentment & the hope that haunts after.
BUT like....i genuinely sleep on the monster-groom vibes. you know. like a fucking idiot. the SHEER gothique body horror of the golden core transfer, the amount of plot armour jiang cheng simply has because wei wuxian loves him too much to ever let him die, the DEFIANCE of NATURE ITSELF, the disregard for jiang cheng's bodily autonomy, the well-intention-ed condescension, the blindfold & the mountain (the symbolism!), the 'without a core he will think himself nothing and i cannot allow that, i cannot lose him, we've already lost so much', the ruined woman energy coreless jiang cheng EXUDES. jiang cheng doubting wei wuxian's love & loyalty even as HIS CORE LIVES WITHIN HIM, makes it possible for him to hold the sword in his hand. wei wuxian BRANDING jiang cheng from the inside out. the 'if one of us is to die, then, i beg, let it be me' that they both do for one another in a seemingly neverending loop of sacrifice.

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The song name got cut of sorry, it's called A laughing Death in Meatspace
"And they all preached live and let live and yet forgot how to forgive"