(Br) Hello! I've had this blog for a while and it's never really gone anywhere, and ideas wonder what your thoughts were. Tysm!
hey! sorry this has taken so long, just got back from vacation and i have a bunch of stuff to do before move in...
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theme: okok // i see you // that definitely took 10 years to find // what a masterpiece // yeah youâre def an html wizard. dont even pretend with me.
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hey! your blog looks great! admittedly, i donât know a whole lot about tumblr outside the studyblr realm so i donât have a whole lot of âadviceâ to give you if you want your blog to âgo somewhereâ. i feel like a lot of blogs have their certain niches and yours is a bit more general. maybe if you tailored it more and made it clear to your audience what kind of content you reblog? not saying you have to limit yourself to just one thing, but itâs important for people to know what theyâre here for. also, a nav page could be helpful so people can browse your blog based upon the content they like? sorry ik this is super vague but like i still donât really understand tumblr? lol sorry hope this is helpful at least a little :)
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| The lllusive Flamingo | On Holbox the flamingos have left town for the season.. But this guy is the only one who refuses to go. Perched on a sandbar not far from the river mouth he parades around on his bamboo like legs and feasts on the abundant dinner from the estuary. #flamingo #uno #alltohimself #holbox
We had homemade cheeseburgers, a salad and tater tots, and strawberry-banana milkshakes for dessert!
The burgers had caramelized red onions and garlic in them (mine was a tofu burger. Couldn't get it to stay together... :( Damn.). I hand-made a vinegarette for the salad. I used apple cider vinegar and (imitation) bacon bits with the leftover onions and garlic. The tots were damn good, too. we basted them with "butter" spray and dusted kosher salt on them.
We're making dinner tomorrow, too. Send in recipies please! Otherwise, I'm making mac n cheese casserole.
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I have had such a shitty past couple of days for my self-esteem. I literally can do absolutely zero things right. I'm such a fuck up... and everything's just falling apart and there's nothing I can do about it.Â
It's gotten to the point I have to literally convince myself into living to the next day and the list of people I'm living for is getting rapidly shorter.Â
So, instead of pouring out heartbreak and self-loathing...
My Tumblr friends:
Literally every single one of my followers and friends here on Tumblr, I love you guys so much. I can't even put words down... I know I don't have many, but I love you guys so much and I just want you to know that.Â
Aubrey:
You were the first person I met at school I could be real with. I didn't have to sensor myself or hide part of myself around you. I'm so thankful that you're in my life. I don't think you realize how much I care about you. You're my family. You've were the first one to make me feel at home in a place I knew absolutely nobody. You made me feel like I didn't have to be alone, and thanks to you, I'm not so lonely. I love you so much. I really feel like you're my sister, and I don't ever wanna lose you.
Sam:
Hi, bubbie. I know we really haven't known each other that long, but I have no idea what I'd do without you. I can tell you anything. Our little group of friends, you guys are my family.Â
I never had a brother growing up and, until relatively recently, I thought my sister hated me. When I was a kid, I was abused by a guy who I called my brother. I was kinda reluctant to call anyone else by that until I met you. You make me feel safe and I finally got the big brother I always wanted.
Sarah:
As my big sister, you were my first best friend. I know we don't always get along, but I just want you to know that I love you. I've looked up to you since I was four, and I've always wanted to be just like you. You're so beautiful and strong. You're smarter than I could ever be, and you're so much more than I could ever be, even in my wildest dreams. I know we have a lot of the same problems, but I just want you to know that I love you more than anything else in this world and I'd go through Hell for you.
Love ya, Squirell.
(anyone else I don't mention, is because they're not on Tumblr, so if I post this, they'll never see it)
I care about you deeper and love you more than you could imagine. I have this chronic problem where I think that I care more about people than they care about me... and maybe that's true, but caring about you is what's keeping me alive. I just hope you know that I'm always here and all I want is that you're happy.
Thank you for being my family and thank you for being on the list.
Just a short (ish) drabble about my best friend, Beth, (also known as alltohimself) and I.
Rated: PG. It's pretty fluffy.
I tossed my coat aside and went in search of my best friend, Beth.
"Lover?" I called out.Â
I heard a thump from upstairs followed by a pathetic, wow-I'm-stupid kind of 'ow'. I grinned ans shook my head, starting up the steep, narrow staircase to Beth's room. I leaned against the open door frame and took in the bizarre sight.
Not a thing was on the floor. The books were actually on the shelf. Things were tidy and the carpet just vacuumed. And Beth, lying on the floor wrapped in a seemingly endless cord.
"Wow, Beth. I'm impressed. Only you could traipse through a dark dungeon that could normally be on hoarders and be fine but fall down in a spotless room," I commented.
"Shut up. Just help me," she growled, struggling with the cords.
I pushed away from the door ans knelt beside her. I moved the plug though a knot then kind of just made her do the rest herself.Â
"You're such a bitch," she said, finally pulling free and standing up.
"I know," I said. "But you love me."
"Yes, I do," she said, placing a light kiss on my lips.
I grinned at our easy relationship. She and I are both straighter than a board. It all started in eight grade video productions class when people thought we were gay because we'd spend time in the dark recording room together. In reality, we'd go there to get away from their stupidity. Instead of denying the accusations, we played them up and started calling each other lover. We just kind of never stopped.
"So, Lover, what are we going to do today?" I asked.
"Um...you said there was something you wanted to film," she said.
"Oh yeah...Well, never mind that. Can we watch Doctor Who instead?" I asked.
She sighed and pulled out her phone.
"I suppose you want pizza too?" she asked, already dialing the number.
"All meat, please," I called, running downstairs to set up a blanket for for us to lounge in. I threw blankets and pillows all over the room until I had a huge fort with a comfy looking interior and Beth's laptop for tumblr scrolling during the show.
"Okay, they should be here in about 15 minutes," she said, trompoing down the stairs.
She stopped short when she reached the bottom.
"Woah. You don't waste time do you? A fort? The couch wasn't enough?" she asked.
"Of course not. Doctor Who isn't some kind of couch show. You need to watch it from a freaking awesome blanket fort. Did you get brownies?" I asked, crawling out of the fort.
"Yeah, I did. Coke Zero?" she asked, turning towards the kitchen.
"Why even ask?" I said as she tossed me a can.
I popped it open and took a long gulp.
"Elegant," Beth commented.
"I try my best," I remarked sarcastically.
We gathered plates and forks and I grabbed a glass. Beth drinks her soda warm. I like mine cold and in a glass. I dumped about six ice cubes in my cup and poured the soda over the top, tossing the can in the recycling bin.
"Onward to the living room!" Beth said, pointing.
We set our stuff down and Beth began scrolling through the Netflix guide. The doorbell rang and I jumped up.
"I'll get it," I said as I breezed past.
I yanked a twenty out of my wallet and opened the door. Jeremy, our usual pizza delivery boy was on the other side with a box.
"Hey, Jeremy," I greeted.
"Hi, Miss Carly. I got your pizza and brownies," he said in a shy voice.
"Well, I'm glad. I'm super hungry. Here you go," I said, handing him the twenty. "Keep the change,"
He smiled at me, tipped hi hat, and walked away. I had just given him a twelve dollar tip for walking three blocks to bring me food. He was trying to get a new car and I was happy to help a bit. The pizza box was steaming and I hurried to the living room. We pulled hot slices onto our plates and snuggled down into our fort as the opening theme began to play.
"I can't believe we're spending our Friday night eating pizza, watching Doctor Who, and scrolling through tumblr," Beth said.
"Hush, you. It's how we spend every Friday night," I said.
"We are so lame. But this is fun," she said, taking a bite.
I smiled at her and bumped against her side. We settled down for our marathon, snuggled against each other.
