With my dad being so stereotypical about everything. I was born to love you & respect you. And to value you. Not to be pleasing you. For 19 years I've been attempting to please you and it's never been good enough. I've been a straight A student since elementary school through freshman year. Then became an A & B student. I graduated early. Got accepted to a university & attending for my second year to be a teacher. I have a job. I have amazing friends & an awesome boyfriend. Why isn't it ever good enough for you? Why? Everything I do, I work around you. And it's not good enough. I'm tired. I'm gonna work everything around me, like I should've done so years ago.