Dec 21, 2014
I ordered loads of pastel-goth things and I can't wait for it all to arrive because I've wanted to wear this style since forever ago /(^o^)/ I bought the best Tshirt ever guys. Ok.
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I ordered loads of pastel-goth things and I can't wait for it all to arrive because I've wanted to wear this style since forever ago /(^o^)/ I bought the best Tshirt ever guys. Ok.
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1st World Problems
I wanna take cute photos of my dolls together after Christmas... But that means getting them out of their boxes and I swore I'd never do it TT^TT
Sometimes I hate being at Jamie's
He has no full-length mirror, so even when my outfit looks totally fab, I can't take a photo to show anyone T^T Today I'm channeling Rock-style Gyaru, but I can't wear any false lashes because I'm allergic to the eyelash glue :c I practically killed my eyes using it for Hyper Japan. Beauty is pain.
My 'Hyper Japan performance, haul and experience' video will be up at some point in my life. However it's going to take 10 hours to upload to YouTube and is currently on Jamie's PC. So I need to wait until I'm at Jamie's for the night again until I can actually upload it. I tried to clip as much footage as I could as well T^T I guess I recorded too much haha~
Should I do a livestream?
Okay, for me Halloween officially ends today. It’s the 2nd of November and there’s no avoiding it. But, I’m not getting Christmassy until December.
I’ve been thinking about different things I can do with my YouTube channel, since my Halloween video corrupted and that idea went down the drain, I’ve been wanting to bring in some new ideas because I feel like just doing song covers alone can get a bit boring and repetitive, can’t it?
So I’ve been thinking about hosting a live stream through Google Hangouts (which I know people say isn’t very good but I really don’t have the funds to pay for another service like NicoNico)
On this stream I’d have a Q&A where those of you who come to watch could ask me ANYTHING in the comments and I’d answer as honestly as I can, and I’d also include perhaps a few dance covers, along with some ordinary song covers as well. But maybe I would take requests for the songs? (Not dances though because obv I need to actually know the dance xD)
What do you guys think about this idea? If I started doing streams, or maybe just one stream, would you watch? I want to hear peoples opinions first because I don’t want to arrange a set-up if nobody is going to watch it~
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MIYAVI should cosplay Uta. MIYAVI should 10000% cosplay Uta. I would literally PAY for MIYAVI to cosplay Uta. This is important.
Japan 2016 holiday update
So, although I was so looking forward to going to Japan in 2016, I've made the decision to postpone my trip. The reasons for this are as follows: - I've just started college, I have to pay for food, travel, and textbooks/materials for my courses. (Trying to save money for Japan whilst also paying for all this has been putting me under a lot of financial stress recently and has meant I've had no money to do anything for myself or to do anything with my friends.) - I am incredibly bad at saving money. (I was supposed to start saving in September and I totally forgot, I haven't been saving at all this month, either. This puts me down by around £250, which is a lot.) - Jamie is having job difficulties right now. (Me and Jamie have a promise to go to Japan together, and it's looking like he won't be able to afford to go in 2016.) - There are other things that require my money. i.e. Conventions (I'm trying to get to as many conventions as possible, so that I can get my face out there. I aim to perform as much as I can, to work on my performing skills and build up support so that I can apply for Avex again in a year or two and have a better portfolio to show them.) My main focuses right now are my education and my relationship with Jamie. Although Japan means a lot to me, and I've spent a lot of time tossing and turning over this decision because I wanted to go to Japan as soon as I could, I believe I've made the right decision. I need to focus on getting the grades I require for university, I've decided on my uni and I have my heart completely set on going there so that I can go my English degree with Japanese studies to spend a year abroad in Japan, until I eventually get my degree and I can live in Japan and teach English. One way or another, I'll go to Japan. But it's looking like it won't be for a few more years yet.
So I think I'll get around to making a video about my anxiety, because it's a subject I haven't really discussed much. Putting my content on the internet, I get a lot of comments that conflict with my anxiety and make me feel a bit, y'know, 'under the weather' but I feel like if I make a video and I talk about my experience with anxiety and how I got to where I am now, perhaps people will be more mindful when they make those comments. (I would like to say that I am aware that when you post online you will receive criticism, I'm more discussing harassment/sexual advance-y comments and the like, as they're the ones that make me feel most uncomfortable, along with general bullying comments.) So I will start to plan that out and hopefully have it done tomorrow~