my therapist has described me as an interplanetary 1st gen immigrant 😭
it would be funny if it wasn ‘ t so depressing and true
“ i don ‘ t think you ‘ ll ever truly adapt to living in this culture . your views are completely clashing , and i don ‘ t think you ‘ ll find an environment you ‘ re truly content in . even a microculture wouldn ‘ t quite work either , because it would be a human centered framework of environmentalism or spirituality “
so my therapy homework is to read about 1st generation immigration experiences and how they adapted . and also research environmentalism as a career path , which we were doing anyway
it ‘ s so hard to grieve being away from somewhere you ‘ ll never be again and then also grieve being somewhere you cannot be truly happy in
