fucked up that the people around me mock me for eating so much fish (especially if its raw fish) considering i probably shouldnt be eating anything else in the first place
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fucked up that the people around me mock me for eating so much fish (especially if its raw fish) considering i probably shouldnt be eating anything else in the first place
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Recolored and edited the mane on a drawing I did of a piece I did of a horse OC I have to look like me. My body is very much not like that, but I wanted a quick reference for artfight. Want to make a full ref one day
I'm going to see about emailing news stations in chincoteague on if they have any footage of the 2005 pony swim and auction. Maybe I'm just not looking hard enough for it and it is out there on the internet but I can't find it. News stations tend to keep archives dont they? I don't know if I'd be punished for attempting to find the footage of the swim i was in and the auction. The scientists have likely made sure that it would be inaccessible to find. But maybe it is somewhere. Even a few small clips of it would be something
I actually kinda hate when people are like "nooo that's not clinical lycanthropy !! Clinical lycanthropy actually is [incorrect definition that is usually ableist and nocive towards clczs]" you're not helping to defend clinical lycanthropes (and zoanthropes) by saying that, you're just being ableist and spreading misinformation about our community holy shit
when will people learn that not trying to "defend us" is actually more useful to us than saying wrong things about our identities, beliefs and experiences !!!
i am literally a unicorn.
internally,
externally,
physically,
in my soul,
i am a unicorn.
i always have been, and i always will be.
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I wish we lived in a world where being nonhuman was very accepted and that there was such things like jobs for being a mentor or therapist for young nonhumans/alterhumans. To be able to help them learn to deal with their dysphoria should they have any, help them find community of other nonhumans in their age range, helping make plans for those who transform so its not to stressful and giving them a safe place to transform, finding things that would help dysphoria and classes to show those who want to do quads how to do it safely. That would be so awesome. But in this world I dont think anything like that would be a thing ever sadly
Something really special to me about the realizing 'holy shit, I've been right this whole time.' Regarding finding pictures of our true form and our mother(who we'd been able to picture in our mind so many times, ever since we where a foal) Finding out theres others like me who are lab experiments. Definitely a overwhelming time, having proof that what I've known since I was a foal is correct. Angering as well, really really angering and upsetting. But there's upsides to this false skin, I'll probably live longer than I would have had i not been experimented on. I can eat human foods, play video games, watch movies and shows, read books, a lot more. Most important would be having found a Pack/family of other animals who are very important to me.
Lot of wondering how my life would have gone if the scientists never did this, lot less traumatic I'm sure. I wish i could go back to being visibly chincoteague pony(and as canine when id like) by everyone, be treated as a horse and canine and not as a human. And often I do try to think of ways that I could. Quadsuit would not be a option, seeing as the body is paralyzed. A realistic fur suit would be helpful though(quite expensive though unfortunately) and the hope that one day my false skin just goes away one day.
Wish there was a bigger zoanthrope community out there. I'm struggling to find literally anyone to connect with online and I'm itching for some form of socialization.