i want to talk about how i started my transID like ? acceptance ? idk its been very recent
at first, it started with lying about knowing for sure i am cajun by blood. im not sure to this day but i still say i am, especially since i was born in louisiana and miss the culture a lot. i thought it was harmless, so why not, i didnt even think of it being transID
then, i started lying about being more french. like france french. i had a couple thoughts about it being transID but it helped my dysphoria too much for me to care
i started identifying with transID alternatives but i hated them, they didnt feel right, but i was still skeptical of transID and learning.
i made a list of my "hypothetical" transIDs and it was long, but surely im not transID. its just for fun.
i peeked a bit on transID + radqueer tumblr, before i finally made this account and stopped hiding being transID (and realized how harmless it is (when used correctly))
idk. im still getting my footing but it feels nice