#alessontobelearned

I have no patience. I dont want to wait for it to keep better. I dont want to wait to find a partnership. I want to spend my days better. But the energy and initiative to do so is lacking. All I care to do it waste away a day watching a disney movie, cuddled closely to someone who has a slight liking of me. Again I dont try for this very hard so it is no surprise I live a solitary life and an old one at that of going to bed before eleven and if any later am cross with myself.