#alderess

* ROLEPLAY POSITIVITY / POST 01 !    happy  roleplay  positivity  week / month / day / idfk . while  i  am  not  aware  when  this  commenced  and  when  it  shall end  [  though  i  am  a  believer  it  should  never  end  ]   i  thought  i  would  toss  my  two  cents  into  the  mix . and  not  only  that ,  but  it  has  been  officially  three  months as  of  MARCH  27TH   that  i  have  had  this  account  !!  and  not  only  that ,  i  am  pretty  close  to  700  FOLLOWERS  !!  lots  of  excitement .  

anyways .  i’d  like  to  take  some  time  to  talk  about  some  amazing  people  in  my  life .  over  the  last  few  months ,  i  have  grown  immensely  close  to  a  specific  group  that  i  would  never  trade  for  the  world .  they  truly  mean  everything  to  me .  the  fact  that  i  get  to  meet  some  of  them  in  just  three  months  is  amazing  and  i  am  beyond  thankful .  this  is  in  NO  particular  order .  so  shut  up .  

@bloodofvader​ : renee .  you  are  literally  are  one  of  my  closest  friends  and  i  would  die  for  you .  your  friendship  means  everything  to  me .  our  bond  is  something  i  am  truly  blessed  for .  you  are  such  a  ray  of  sunshine .  you  are  so  talented .  your  characterization  is  astounding .  youre  astounding .  youre  always  there  for  me .  you  have  such  passion  and  it  transfers  into  your  writing .  i  am  beyond  proud  of  you  !!  i  mean ,  you  just  signed  up  for  your  last  college  class  !!  what  the  fuck  !!  im  so  proud  of  you  !!  you  are  such  an  incredible  young  woman  and  i  am  truly  thankful  for  you .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@forcedpower​ : lucy .  you  . . .  you  are  so  beyond  talented .  you  dont  give  yourself  enough  credit  for  your  creations  and  edits .  you  taught  me  so  much  about  photoshop  and  i  am  so  thankful  for  that .  hell ,  thats  how  we  became  friends  !! i  normally  am  never  comfortable  with  voice chatting / calling  others  when  i  havent  talked  to  them  long . . .  but  you  were  so  easy  to  talk  to  and  you  were  so  helpful  !!  i  know  you’ve  had  your  hardships  on  this  site . . . but  i  am  so  grateful  that  you  found  the  courage  to  come  back . you  are  one  of  my  closest  friends ,  lucy .  and  while  you  call   yourself  the  devil ,  you  are  nothing  but  an  angel  to  me .  thank  you  for  sharing  your  love  and  kindness  with  me .  thank  you  for  being  my  friend .  thank  you for  being  you .  snoot  snoot .  i  love  you .  

@forcebound : kat .  your  alias  suits  you .  starry .  because  you  light  up  the  sky  with  your  smile .  you  are  so  generous . . .  so  generous .  you  have  such  a  kind  heart .  you  are  so  patient .  talented .  so  fucking  talented .  god .  it  kills  me  that  we’re  33  hours  apart . . .  but  ya  know  what  ??  we’re  still  close  as  shit . . .  and  id  never  trade  that  for  anything .  im  so  proud  of  you  for  going  back  to  school  and  taking  that  first  step  towards  a  bright  future  that  i  know  youll reach .  reach  for  the  stars ,  huh ??  you  are  beautiful  and  kind  and  funny .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@hechose :  ray .  fuck  we  instantly  clicked .  literally  when  we  first  started  talking   u  kept  saying  hold  my  hand  and  i  literally  would  die  each  time  .  you  are  such  a  precious  soul . . . nd  lets  be  real ,  sheri  adopted  u  so  we’re  like  sisters Uh Oh .  you  have  such  an empowering  attitude . . .  you  want  to  make  change  in  this  world .  you  want  to  kick  ass  and  make  this  place  better  than  you  found  it .  like  a  fuckin girl  scout  man .  and  thats  inspiring .  you  are  so  fucking  funny . . .  and  really ??  you  read  the  shit  outta  that  fanfic .  i  support  you  10000000%  to  become  a  producer  for  films .  like  you  said ,  one  day  we’ll  be  each other’s  date  to  the  oscars .  you  are  absolutely  gorgeous .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@fawnbuns : cynthia .  you  stink .  calling  me  out  ya  Nasty .  im  kidding  omg  i  love  you .  you  literally  are  gorgeous ,  both  inside  and  out .  you  are  so  talented  !!  i  mean ,  bro  ??  you  capture  rey  so  well  .  it  makes  me  a  happy  camper .  you  have  such  a  kind  and  loving  spirit ,  babe .  even  tho  u  like  the  color  shit  brown .  probs  why  you  stink .  but  really . . .  i  love  you  so  much .  you  are  so  funny  with  ur  damn  jar  jar  binks  bullshit  and  jabba  the  slut .  even  though  you  can  drive  me  nuts  with  that ,  i  still  am  bawling  with  laughter .  you  have  such  a  captivating  personality .  you  just  light   up  a  room  the  minute  you  say  hi .  you  are  so  lovely  and  kind  and  awe inspiring .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@jedibetrayed / @horrcrshow : emma .  ok  literally . . . we  slept  on  such  an  amazing  friendship  for  so  long  and  honestly ?? thats  nasty .  shit  ok  so .  you  are  !!  so  cute .  you  are  such  a  generous  and  loving  person .  youre  so  funny .  and  damn ,  you  write  so  wonderfully .  your  ability  to  prose  the  shit  outta  things  is  so  cool . . . and  i  definitely  can  find  inspiration  from  your  work .  you  are  so  wonderful  and  are  always  there  for  your  friends .  its  amazing .  you  have  such  a  hopeful  personality  and  its  just . . .  wonderful .  god ,  youre  wonderful .  you  care  so  much  about  people  and  its  truly  inspiring ,  babe .  you  inspire  me .  god .  ok  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@alderess : sunny .  youre  the  newest  in  the  group ,  but  honestly  ??  you  fit  right  in .  your  alias  fits  you  so  well . . . youre  literally  the  personification  of  sunshine .  you  care  so  much  about  people  and  you  are  so  kind and  its  . .  beautiful .  theres  not  enough  in  this  world .  and  not  only  that  ??  but  you  capture  leia  so  well !!  i  mean  damn  !!  and  your  writing  is  beautiful .  absolutely  beautiful .  just  like  you  !! and  an added  bonus  ??  you  like  theater .  i  mean , ,,  hello  ??  thats  amazing .  youre  amazing  !!  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

@chromedwill : leo .  man  you  are  generous  as  fuck .  how  can  you  be  letting  all  of  us  stay  at  ur  place  ??  ur  nuts .  i  love you .  and  im  so  proud  of  you  !! i  love  hearing  about  roller  derby  and  how  you  kick  absolute  ass !!  im  amazed  !!  and  im  so  ready  to  see  you  in  action  in  june  !!  thats  gonna  be  so  cool .  youre  so  cool .  and  youre  such  a  strong  person .  and  im  so , so , so  proud  of  you .  you  are  beautiful  and  funny  as  hell .  and  bitch  the  way  you  write  phasma  ??  amazing .  absolutely  amazing .  youre  amazing .  shit .  tbh   you  inspire  me  to  want  to  work  out  again  tbh ??  maybe  that  sounds  weird  but ,,,  the  way  you  kick  absolute  ass ??  its  inspiring  dude .  and  i  love  it .  thank  you  for  being  you .  i  love  you .  

          nightfall instills the air with a  chill,  nipping at his skin and seeping into his bones. a looming darkness accompanies it like an old companion, a familiar living shadow that creeps into the camp, wrapping itself around his sense, a tendril of dark probing at him -- carrying  his name  upon it. luke has difficulty telling where the chill in the  AIR  begins and where the one in the  force  ends, and he knows there is to be a reckoning soon. it takes a few deep breaths to centre himself, to grasp his own  light,  to keep control of what he knows he must do. reconstructing his mental fortress, luke brings himself back to the moment, back to the woman before him, staring at him with those earnest, earthy eyes of hers.           she isn’t going to like what he has to say -- stars know she doesn’t need any more  burdens  to bear -- but he can’t keep this from her any longer. tatooine had taught him that things don’t always go as planned, and the possibility of his death -- of his  FAILURE  -- seems all too real in this moment. some truths just need to be spoken, no matter the pain they cause.  in leia there is  STRENGTH  and resolve, everything that has brought them all to this moment. despite the uncertainty looming over them, luke clings to the strength within her -- she blazes with a fire and a determination she’s going to need in order to succeed.                     ( and yet he’s  caught  somewhere between faith and  FEAR  where she’s concerned. )           ❝ vader is here. ❞   the words remain steady, but he draws them out with difficulty, uncertain what effect this conversation might have on that quiet blaze within her.  ( she needs to know -- she needs to know !! )   ❝ now. on this moon. I’ve felt  his presence. ❞   the force shudders in response, pressing that cold down upon him, battering against his defenses, threatening to consume his light.   ❝ he’s come for  ME.  he can feel when I’m near. that’s why I have to go. as long as I stay I’m endangering the group -- and our  mission. ❞              each word he speaks bears an increased weight, heavy upon his soul. he’s let them down once already, the loss of han still sending shockwaves through the rebellion. they had trusted him --  LEIA  had trusted him -- and now they’re without one of their best pilots. the longer luke stays with everyone else, the more likely it is that he draws the empire right to them, demolishing all they’ve worked for in one fell swoop. no, he would have to leave, have to face vader on his own, if only to protect his friends and everything they stand for. the rebellion will  NOT  fall here, but his presence puts them at risk of doing so.           ❝ I have to face him. ❞   he takes a breath, knowing that everything that happened on bespin and everything since has been leading up to this point -- it’s all culminating in  THIS MOMENT.  finality laces the air, wraps itself around his voice. he’s not said it out loud since that one brief slip aboard the falcon, gripped in the throes of shock and uncertain if he’d even used the word at all, but as he turns his gaze downwards  ( away from  leia  )   he steels himself and allows himself the  relief  of the admission.   ❝ he’s my father. ❞           once again, the force shifts, as though something  clicks  into place, and the  TRUTH  sparks in the air. he  knows  now, and so does leia. it hangs between them, thick and palpable. as he lifts his eyes to once more meet hers, luke finds himself holding his breath. tension creeps into his muscles without him realizing it, and he waits to see her reaction, to see if she’ll look at him differently, knowing the truth.  ( and how might she react to the truths yet to come ??  )

     ❝ COME ALONG, LEIA. ❞ For all he may be emperor, Padmé still reigns control over the time he spends with his children. A matter he’s been attempting to untangle since Padmé recently returned to him. She thinks herself ill-fitted for the title of empress, but she was royalty before she met him. 

               Even in the same palace she insists on periods of separation. On some level he’s grown mature enough to understand why. The horror of his transformation can be difficult to comprehend. But not to his children, who share this terrifying, wonderful power; whose definition of fatherhood has always been monstrous. 

               He stops before the cave, his head like a brazier of spilling embers that blink && gnaw at the air. Where he walks he leaves shadowy tendrils to slither over the frozen ground. 

     ❝ Do you know why we’re here? ❞

❛     i     don’t      know      what      to       say     ,      but       i’m      going      to      want      you     till   the       stars     evaporate     ❜ 

  honestly i know we all make fun of luke for...

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         “What    you    SEEM    to    forget    is    that    I    have    a    talent    for    fucking    EVERYTHING    up    for    EVERYONE    --    including    and    ESPECIALLY    myself.”