Jan 20
I get a sort of narc high from a few things, but it feels... a bit different to me, compared to a normal narc high.
Mostly, these happen when I engage in things considered taboo and when people stalk me or obsess over calling me out. The feeling is very similar to the high I get from keeping secrets.
It has always felt weird calling these instances narc highs, so I made up a new silly word: haboo (mix of high and taboo).
A haboo, is the feeling of elation and exitement you get from doing something considered taboo or from getting "called out" by someone else for these actions (whether you have done them or not).
