#aissuli

ya i have my thumbs through the holes right now but its weird o_O

thank you friend! :^))

I remember my grandma being super upset about my fear in the early years. And even now she is like "You're still afraid of them?" when I flinch. It's so bad I can't even see a picture on tumblr of them here,I'd freak out Once we had to visit the bug house with our class and I thought I'd survive the butterfly part..but it was SO bad, they had to walk me out of there,two people because I wasn't able to walk or look around me. All I did was shivering. OH MAN LIKE ...there were butterflies bigger than my fucking head... Just seeing them from afar, I feel like changing the directions DX But ye...spiders are a problem for me as well. But in moments of courage, I can manage to hit them...more a panic reaction and stuff,so it's not as bad as with butterflies or moths. But drawn pictures of them that don't look super realistic are okay for me..just like ornaments. But as soon as it moves,I'm out. I remember there was a gif on tumblr about this pet moth? It was so fucking huge and when I saw it I just had to take a break because the flapping of the wings made me so anxious.

the japanese themes are great of course, but the english theme is great and nostalgic. I'm also a fan of jazz and big band stuff so that helps a lot with my enjoyment of it