#aintnothinwrong

I sat around with my favorite people on the planet. And instead of longing to be somewhere else, I sat there, content, and thought "This is exactly how I want my life to be." I told the girls, "I just want to hang out with you all and act. That's all I want to do in this life." Because I can sit in a circle with them and know at the bottom of my heart that they love me. I feel cherished when I am with them. I don't think about how little friends I have; I think about how I have the best friends in the world. Whether I'm laughing my ass off or telling them how hurt I am by something, they are there for me. They care. I am accepted by them, and that's more than I can ask from anyone. So yeah. I forget to appreciate them sometimes. But last night reminded me that I am not alone. I'm surrounded by the best people on this earth. 

She is just...she cares about me. She honest-to-God loves me and God that feels weird to say but it's true and it shows. And I have to thank her for that. She just "checked in on me" to make sure I was alright. Like, how nice is that? Is it weird that I'm freaking out over that? She makes me better as a person and....I just love her.

Serena and Jacquelyn and Skylar you need to NOT be in several different places round the country when I get home. I love you and all three of you want to smoke with me, goddamn I am cool.