#ainslee

ainslee, you are such a light in my life and i'm so happy we started to bond over our shared m*l hatred and your willingness to write just about everything. watching movies with you is always a highlight of my week and talking to you is such a treat, i love you so much. thank you for letting me yell about anything and everything and even yelling along when it's nothing that was previously of interest to you shskdmsks

iba, my darling, you were one of my first actual friends here and i wish i had the proper words to tell you how much i love and appreciate you. i really look up to you and how you manage to push through stuff that's thrown your way. listening to music with you is an absolute delight and that you even let me play oasis is so appreciated lmao. i can't wait to read a new book with you and hear your thoughts, and maybe at some point even talk about stardust dhsjfmdkkd

and the two of you in combination? insane. the vibes. wife to wife communication is strong with us and i really appreciate it so very much even if i suck at regularly checking in

okay niknak i'm done now -murder spouse

Keep the love comin', man, I love to see it.

@ashesonthefloor is, in fact, the best person to yell with about stuff, I agree. Ainslee has such an ease matching vibes AND making them better, it has to be a superpower.

@glitterblazercalum, genuinely so nice and Resilient. Iba, my guy, whenever you read this, know that you deserve insane amounts of kindness and peace and good vibes!

has a comment someone left on a fic of yours ever made you laugh out loud?

yeah one immediately springs to mind which is this comment bella left on britpop she was reading through about 4 chapters in one go which is like what 30-40k and its just so funny to me still 

has a comment someone left on a fic of yours ever made you cry?

Ainslee you indulge me. I’m gonna talk a little bit about how the AU developed.

It’s all @tigerteeff fault. I forgot how it started but I made some comment that the only gift fic I had at the time was for a specific “kink” that I enjoyed. Heath went and checked and upon seeing it (men in lingerie) yelled at me to write it.

Luke’s pretty. Luke’s so fucking pretty. From the minute Heath said it, I knew I wanted to write Luke in lingerie, because we’ve seen him in lace and silk and makeup and glitter. I also really love when my lingerie comes with gender identity. I created the idea for Luke to be non binary back in Sept when I created the AU because I wanted calum to say “husband or wife” in the wedding vows and at the time, I was exploring my own gender concerns. What’s Luke if not a good projection?

I kept putting off Luke and KayKay coming out in the fic until last month or so when Jess joined the club and mentioned something that reminded me of it. A combination of Jess and Heath pushed me to have Luke officially come out in the fic, like I always planned.

Ashton was also my great love of this fic. He’s just loving and supportive no matter what because that’s just Ashton. He loves wholly and completely. Luke deserves that always

hi 🥺

2. what’s your favourite fun fact?

uhh about me?? or just. in general. bc fun fact banging ur head against a wall for like. an hour burns 150 calories <3 (u should try it it’s fun. gives u a headache tho. maybe don’t try it actually)

19. what animal would you keep if it wasn’t so difficult?

a monkey… or a COW OH MY GOD I WANT A FLUFFY COW sorry but !!! fluffy cows. and pigs <3 i just !!! animals !!!! please !!!

23. do you want/have tattoos? if so, of what?

i don’t !!! but. i think me and my sister r getting matching like. pinky promise tattoos? and ive got a 1975 one planned but <3 yes. also would probably want smth harry potter themed maybe since that p makes up my entire personality

25. is there anything on your mind?

incorrect actually! this michael is the closest i get to *********