#ahoycaptaind

You deserve the world. You deserve flowers every time I see them. You deserve to be woken up with kisses and smothered in my arms. You deserve my happiest moments. You deserve the best form of me so that’s who I strive to be every day. You deserve the world and more. Because this small orb just isn’t enough compared to how perfect you are in my eyes. You deserve so much more. I love you.

All i do is work. I sleep my life away. I hide my emotions constantly and keep myself locked away. All under lock and key I strive to be alone but underneath these sheets I'm truly only cold. Not in a temperatures measure like Fahrenheit. I'm cold in my soul, my eyes my heart. I drink to warm my chest to. Feel heat in my bones, but honestly I'm nothing, im empty, just a drone. I sit here all alone my thoughts echo off these walls. I wonder if i scream could the world hear me at all? I'm sick of all this silence just these nightmares mocking me. What really is my point, my choice, my Destiny? I'm lost inside these walls of a building unknown to me. How can i find a way out or some way to set me free? I wander and i walk with feet swollen and sore, no matter how many steps i take i still see no door. I think im stuck. Is this place a home? Or is it just a room with only walls? Is this a prison or my own mind? Honestly i just want someone to call out and answer. Some one just find me...