#ahnxjae

I don't even know what to say about you, you know? I never, in a life time or two, expected to befriend you-- or any of the people you introduced me to. It was like a chain reaction that started with you and it's ridiculous how many people I have come to loved, just because of you. You're like a type of glue that keeps us bonded. If one person befriends you, everyone else greets them with fondness.

Not once have I felt like I wasn't good enough to be with you or the family. There have been times when I felt like I was out casted, since you were so tightknit with the others, but the moment I ventured out of my shell was a moment that I met the best people I could ever ask for. It was a weird form of luck, really. 

People seem to go to you because of your care free, yet protective, caring and kind personality... You might be a giant dumb who jokes around a lot, but some people need that. I know I did during certain periods of lows. Just talking to you, no matter how serious, trivial or light the topic was, I enjoyed it. You made me feel like I was interesting, that I was worth listening to and you shared your own experiences with me.

You were the first person I opened up to, someone who holds my secrets and the funny thing is, I trust you with them. Ever since our first conversation, I knew I could trust you with everything. It's weird, isn't it? In my letter to Hyuna, I feared that feeling-- and I still do. But with you, it's like... a small blanket I could fall to. That even if I feel suffocated, I don't feel alone. And it's not a bad thing, for slash from you or Hyuna.

My love and affection for you is infintite. (I mean that both as a pun and as a measurement--) No matter what anyone tries or does or says, I don't think I'll ever stop thinking highly of you. (/Chuckles.) I put my friends on pedestals because I put them before myself. It sounds bad but... I do think highly of myself.

If I am the clouds, you are the space. You are the stars that light the way when I am in lost. You are the starts that give me peace of mind when I look in the sky. You have purpose but you also have meaning. You can be helpful and you can be comforting. You're concrete. You'll be around and even after your light dies, you'll go down in history--