#agraphobia

And thats all bye pookies <3

Yesterday I took possibly the biggest step I ever have in terms of tackling my Anxiety. I stepped out my front door and I went for a short walk around the block before meeting my mum nearby. We then went to a particular shop I find challenging and instead of going in and returning what we needed and leaving, we stayed and I freely browsed several sections and even purchased a few things. Then near our home, my mum dropped me off and I walked (again, alone) the remainder home. I am so proud of myself. It wasn't without it's tears, I cried before even opening the front door but I dried my eyes and fixed my makeup and pushed through. I am SO proud of myself.

Back home for the next two weeks 🙌🏻 Recently I started reflecting on how far I have come in the last couple of years. I don't usually like to publicise my private life but I'm so proud of myself. Not many of you know this but I suffer with agoraphobia and this is a issue that effects me on a daily basis in many different ways. I will be doing a vlog to explain more about this but I just wanted to say thank you to each and everyone single one of you that supports me with my modelling. If it wasn't for you guys I wouldn't be where I am today and I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart ❤ I can't wait to share more about my journey with you guys 😘 #positivevibes #positivethinking #girl #mindfulness #agraphobia #anxiety #travel #model #modellife #motivation (at Paris, France)

Made since 04/08

Is Mary the personification of Sherlock’s fears regarding sexuality/intimacy, like Moriarty? But to me Moriarty stands for Sherlock’s fear concerning his own sexuality. So Mary (=AGRA) being a women and impersonating his fear - does this point in the direction of a female  abuser (Mummy Holmes? Sherlock’s real mother?). Which would make both Irene whipping Sherlock (with a strong sexual connotation) as wellas  Molly slapping him way more disturbing.