#agoodpairofsocks

well this is really. long and complicated.

and i dont even know. half of the reason why

but basically. augh. okay. so

there was a sort of strain on our friend group overall. for a million different reasons. between arguments, i was homeless for a few months and lost contact. My partner had to be, for the most part, inactive all summer, a few of our other friends were having. other issues, our friend marc sorta withdrew a lot. hardly interacted, and when he did, it was pretty much only to talk about drugs, alcohol, or like. sex. or whatever. an occasional vent. a drawing. we all started getting distant from each other.

now the main issue here is between myself, @agoodpairofsocks ,and marc(who im not gonna tag because he has me blocked).

there was an argument in the group chat over a misunderstanding because my partner made a joke that, myself included, everyone took seriously. everyone said hurtful things (myself included) and for the most part, apologies were made. marc never apologized for what he said to evy(@agoodpairofsocks), and when evy confronted him about it, marc didnt apologize, and instead said that evy needed to learn how to take criticism, and said that evy was really hard to talk to.

about a week later, marc sent evy an image of the furry adopts he was selling, and said something about needing money.

actually you know what, heres a timeline, written out by evy.

"we spoke after the initial argument. i apologized. told him i was hurt and he told me i needed to learn to take criticism and not act so upset while apologizing because "people don't like getting pissed off by somebody then instantly having to comfort them because they're degrading themself" (even though, when i apologized i was only using the language other people were using. they called me a prick. i said "sorry for being a prick" and suddenly thats an issue.)

at the end of which he told me i was hard to talk to. which. hurt.

then he didnt reach out for almost a week

and when he did reach out it was about the cartoons he was selling

he put emphasis on needing money

so i asked him if he was intending on asking me to buy one

at which he got incredibly defensive and immediately called me rude and an asshole

then i brought up how we hadnt spoken in a week and the last time he did it lead to me having a breakdown.

and so he told me i was impossible to be friends with

and blocked me

only to unblock me later

to call me a dick

and block me again"

now, very shortly after marc blocked evy, he came to me. he dmed me and said that he didnt want to be friends with evy anymore, because, "they piss me off, theyre RUDE, and they make everyone uncomfortable. they make me upset, they make YOU upset, they make everyone else upset"(this is a rough quote, completely from memory). he sort of softcore shit talked my own boyfriend to me, in my dms, all the while, telling me he loves me and he values our friendship and doesnt want it to end.

i told him that none of it sat right with me, that he cant swear at my boyfriend and then be nice and gentle to me, and that i cant talk to him anymore.

now, months prior to this, i thought marc and i were really similar. i would go to him for advice or just to vent when evy and i would have issues. now looking back at a particular few of those times where id ask for advice, it felt. off.

there was a time where, like people do, during an argument between me and evy, things got heated, and i told marc about it so i could get it all out so i didnt say anything else hurtful to evy. the entire time, all marc had to say was that evy was being horrible and that i was being too patient and kind with him.

during the discussion yesterday, marc was insisting that evy was rude, and hard to be around, and kept trying to get me to agree. a bunch of "do you know what i mean?"s and "you get it right?"s. he kept saying vague 'examples' which was just essentially just insulting my boyfriend, to my face, with nothing to back it up.

thats. about all i have.

shortly after i told marc we couldnt be friends, he blocked me on tumblr, and as far as i have seen so far, marc, and @ganjamonster11 have blocked me and evy. i dont know what he told graham to make hym block us, but it happened.

this is all as far as i know. i don't know why marc did any of it. i dont know if ever cared in the first place. me and evy are looking for closure but we really cant think of a single thing or reason or motive.

thats. all i have for now. if you want to know marcs reason, just ask him. hes @tigersfrom711.

this isnt a pity call, or me hating on him. mainly im confused and hurt.

thank you Vro… i think it’s time i made a creature for you