#agentjareau

❝  it's  not  so  bad.  i  am  concerned  you  got  a  concussion,  so  i've  got  you  in  line  for  CT,  ━should  be  ready  soon  enough━.  we  get  slammed  at  night.  car  accidents,  drunk  people,  bar  fights.  stoned  people  fallin'  off  shit.  but…  this  head  lac,  not  so  bad,  JJ.  ❞  jack's  gently  wiping  away  some  gravel  and  dirt  from  a  scrape  and  laceration  just  above  jennifer's  brilliantly  blue  eye.  gloved  hands  expertly  sew  it  closed  once  it's  clean.  ❝  how'd  this  happen?  the  guy  was  like  6'8,  right?  ❞  a  joke.  he's  just  trying  to  make  her  smile.  ❝  i  know,  you're  tougher  than  you  look.  ❞

and    that’s    when    the    melody    begins    ,         base    loud    enough    to    rattle    the    floorboards    .          an    attempt    to    draw    them    out    .          ‘    fuck    ...    ’          fragile    ,         weak    ,         is    her    voice    .          head    dipping    ,      honey    -    blonde    tresses    sullied    in    sticky    ,         blood    -    crimson    .          the    ominous    harmonies    are    meant    to    draw    out    her    salvation    .          stay    back    ,          there’s    shooters    everywhere    ,         you    think    ,         but    the    words    never    surface    from    maw    .          instead    ,          consciousness    begins    to    slip    .          shades    of    onyx    enveloping    perception    and    faculties    faltering    .          and    your    conscience    screams    :          stay    awake    stay    awake    stay    awake    !

he lost himself today. it isn't as if he was out of line. he only fought because he had to, because if he didn't the unsub would have killed one of them. that isn't what made him so lost. it was how far he took it, it's that the still hasn't come back from the panic that coursed through him at the very thought of someone dying again. his lips part to speak but nothing comes out. so he just shakes his head instead and closes his fingers around her palm.

Full video: https://youtu.be/Bip8fEBoBBQ Shorts: https://youtu.be/S6bcWyKkDbQ

I am literally so excited for this JJ centric episode. Seeing Will, Henry and Michael again will be lovely but I don’t like it that it’s at the expense of JJ’s sanity.