#after another

Grieving, grieving, constantly grieving.

I mourn what could have been,

what will not be, what I couldn’t save.

So, uh… the last two weeks sure have been something.

Company pays me to go to work conference

Company lays me off right in the middle of work conference (I would be more upset if the sheer incompetence on display wasn't quite funny. clearly my lack of value was determined in a very well-considered manner lmao)

Continue attending conference as normal because hey, at least it's a good place to meet recruiters…?

Got some leads on new jobs, but nothing definite. Regardless I realize I'm going to need to move out of my apartment. ughhh @.@

Would certainly explain all the bullshit the player survives and shrugs off (like you know the explosion that sent Jones into critical state at the hospital, while the player, the person right next to Jones doesn't have a scratch and just continues the investigation)

At this point the player is a SOMBRA or Neohuman experiment that escaped or they are a demon or something. Maybe they're just straight up death or a psychopomp or whatever the hell. They ain't normal.

Interesting theory!!! Tbh i also thought that the player from supernatural was a different one than in the previous games due to the characters not recognizing us and i also thought that for CoR since Martine didn't recognized us neither, but it crumbled when Jones DID recognize us 😭

I mean I would've been OFFENDED if Jones didn't mention that he knew us even so i have a different player character for supernatural and CoR but STILL, it is very weird that Jones recognizes us and Martine doesn't

From the developers pov, i thought that they did that just for not spoiling the previous games for new players but it crumbled again with Jones spawning 😭

It's like those cases had different writers or something

From the game lore, the only explanation it occurs to me is that we fucked something up in travel in time and didn't even noticed or we just said "fuck it, not going through all that again"

Logically speaking i do understand why we just don't fucking die and have our INSANE plot armor whatever we do because the game still needs to be played and if we die, well, roll credits

BUUUT if we want to fix that another alternative would've been like, taking the example with the explosion with Jones, to be playing in Gloria's pov (since she was the only one left 💀)

But yeah, CoR had a lot of problems, only thing we can do is change them in our head or in fics 😭

Buuut i do love how up to interpretation the player is, people can do whatever they want and create the stories they want and it would still fit in the narrative

One thing for sure is that we need to get together and create a cc game that's interactive 🤩 /jjjjj (I don't know how to code for shit)

Anyways, we're either built different or we have a strong wish to die, imagine the player just wanting to die and they can't due to the plot armor 😭