I want to talk about the amazing thing that happened yesterday.
Honestly, actually talking about it is hard, because really the only way that I can express my emotions about this is just through random and excited keyboard smashing. That’s how I feel, like a whole page of keyboard smashing and sparkly heart emojis.
So, you might know that I’ve had a huge crush on this girl for a while now. What you probably don’t know is that that girl is @queeninbrown. And yesterday, I finally, finally managed to swallow my nerves and work up the courage to tell her. And obviously I was blushing and stammering the entire goddamn time like an idiot.
And I genuinely don’t know how she would have feelings for such an awkard bisexual fuck like myself, but she does. And she told me that. And now, we’re somehow, dating?
It really doesn’t feel real to me. I’m honestly so unbelievably over the moon with happiness, because she’s such an incredible and wonderful person and I am so excited that this is actually happening! And it still seems like a crazy dream. But I am really, really happy to call her my girlfriend. And I am so excited to be sharing it, because god knows I can’t keep anything to myself, and I don’t think I’ll be able to go five minutes without rambling about how fantastic she is.
Seriously, it feels like I haven’t stopped smiling since yesterday. I’m really, really really happy. And @queeninbrown is amazing, and I can’t wait for whatever happens next with her!
