3.3.16 a long dead flower for a morning when there was a sudden onset of some existential dread. a thing sees one of those old fashioned comic strips type things you might call a meme these days but it’s a therapist talking to a cat and it says “you’ve been killed by your own curiosity three times already. what do you think that means?” what a great question to pose to a cat! what a great question to look inside myself and try to search for things that i can that too with in. i’m sure there are going to be a lot of days where something brings up the dread and the traps that get me in my own damn head. THINKING. which leads me to basic existential questions on the internet. Who am I? What is my real nature or identity? What is the meaning of life? What is the meaning of existence? What is my greater purpose? What is death? What happens when I die? those are just the tip of the iceberg questions. i generally try not think think about. right now, i’m just in a “I AM” sort of place. i’ve never found a deeper purpose. i’ve never needed answers to some of those questions but still i’d like to think i could answer them if i was pressed to. regardless, what do you think that means? my coworker said “it means he’s got 6 lives left!” i might say in this moment “it means that curiosity is perhaps a danger to ones safety and health but is necessary to learn how to find a balance and explore without damaging yourself” still my other coworker says “it means you take things to seriously jesse” so yeah happy wednesday to you all too. #abouttohaveanexistentialbreakdown #nothingeverstayedstill #slowshutter #aflowerdyingonitsstem #daisies (at The Heights, Jersey City) https://www.instagram.com/myphotographslie/p/BtQ_D5Qlg-r/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zy2ac265m4s2
