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but, i keep doubting, i want to know if this could count as fictionkin?...

Those definitely sound like experiences that could be part of being fictionkin to me.

Hey! That situation sounds awful, my dms are always open if you wanna talk or want some more advice but i might know a few things that might help

When i was still closeted, I used sports bras to bind my chest, some of them come without cups and you can remove the cups in some of them, although be careful with them and don’t wear more than one at a time because it can affect your breathing.

There’s also a way to bind with a camisole that has a built in bra which i will link here (this helped me so much when i was closeted)

Also don’t fret too much about your chest size, I have quite a naturally large chest but I’ve still been read as a boy without my binder on. I hid my chest by wearing a hoodie that had a pocket around the belly button and putting my hands in the pocket and pushing my hands out a little bit away from my body. 

Another way is to get into cosplay and then get a binder and say its for that, or you could ask someone you trust to hold it for you, and then quickly change into it when at their house, or when you get to school/work. 

first, I’m so sorry you’re dealing with that buddy :( that’s so hard.

I’m gonna pop a little read more thing here for if people don’t wanna read, but I’m gonna share with you the advice my counsellor gave me when I was dealing with the same thing :)

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here goes, SO i go to a sports club. its mixed boys and girls in it. i wont specify which sport i play, reason being that some of the players MIGHT be on tumblr.

but pls know that i am a 15 years-old girl, confused and in need of advice. anyways, i met a guy. we are simply 'friends' but lately ive been catching feelings for him. i mean its easy to do so - wouldnt be surprised if there were ten other girls inlove with him.

describing him: in my point of view TOUCHY (as my friend has said once when she got paired up w him for something) POSITIVE (youll never see him not smiling) COMFORTING (if u make mistakes on a game - he'll do everything to comfort u) DREAMY (he's out of a book.)

I like him a WHOLE LOT. and my friends all say that he likes me too for obvious reasons but do u think he does like me? and what should i do next?

heres how it started:

In a match where I was js SOO close to panicking during a time out, he held my hands and shaked them to loosen me up then ruffled my hair. it WAS seen on camera that was behind us. ive caught him looking at me a few times. when i talk to him and im sitting and hes standing, he leans down to me and im basically looking at him upwards while hes leaning down. he NEVER ever misses the chance to say hi, hello or talk to me. he texted me and reassured me of how well i played one time when i got home, one thing that struck by me was him going "its ok bubs" (i COULD NOT sleep that night)

most recent one that kept me up all night 2 nights in a row: he asked me for a hug?! i said no as a joke but he still hugged me anyway.. while teasing me .

reading this ik that it sounds like im sure he likes me but i really am not. my friend said that when they were posing tgt for a pageant he pulled her closer so im not sure if hes js touchy w everyone or if he likes me or if im going delusional.

thoughts? what should i do next?

thank you SOOOOOOO much

I hope this doesn't come off as rude, but I couldn't help but chuckle a bit at your story. It's honestly so wholesome to read through. I don't mind answering love advice questions, I'm here to answer any question to the best of my abilities.

There's key points in your story that leads me to believe that he might be a little bit more interested in you than you think. Sure, he may just be an affectionate person and just generally nice to everyone, but have you seen him do the same things to you to anyone else?

If not, chances are your suspensions are correct in that he likes you.

I've watched people try and explain the "mind of a teenage boy/boys in general" and there's always been the consistency of; keeping their emotions covered from others, giving undivided attention (teasing) to those worthy of so, finding someone to confine themselves with so that they to be more honest, things like that.

In terms of what to do next? Decide whether or not that potential relationship is something you want to pursue. Sometimes relationships are just better left as friends, Sometimes they're waiting for you to make the move. Hopefully this could help you and your situation!

woah hey now, no need to talk down on yourself like this. what you feel is incredibly valid, maybe there's qualities about yourself that you deem less than ideal, but I'm sure that you have something special about you!! everyone does, all beings do.

Physical appearance isn't the end all be all for attraction, it's simply a section of it. I think it's normal that you'd feel this way, especially if your best friend is very conventionally attractive in the eyes of society. But this doesn't mean you aren't beautiful or attractive. She's your best friend for a reason; she saw something in you worth sticking around for, she found you and became your best friend for a reason.

I may not know you, but speaking so lowly of yourself just isn't fair to you and your self-worth. Seriously, go out and reflect on who you are. Understand yourself and your outward appearance (mannerisms, physical appearance, tone, personality, etc) and try and find one thing you deem attractive or worthy of attention.