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Toby: i wasnāt sure what kind of chocolates you liked so i got them all.
Adil: Toby...there are like 300 boxes here.
Toby: i panicked ok! there were too many choices it was very stressful.Ā
I started watching The Halcyon for Toby and Adil
And at first, I thought Toby was the hot one (Edward Bluemel is hot, donāt get me wrong) but I didnāt expect to fall head over heels for Adil. Heās sassy and strong and brave and Akshay Kumar is a fucking smokeshow and a gift to this world.
2018 Fic in Review
I was tagged by the very kind, talented and supportiveĀ @sous-le-sauleĀ
Thank you for asking me!
Iām assuming this is meant to be just about my own fics . . . ?
total number of completed stories:Ā 11 (1 of which was completed in 2018 but started in 2017)
total word count:Ā Rounding up, 88K (which was a huuuuuuge surprise)
fandoms written in: Godās Own Country, Adoby (The Halcyon), Scorbus and Drarry (Harry Potter)
looking back, did you expect to write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what youād expected? I didn't really have any specific expectations, but I certainly didn't expect to write (or think Iād written) as much as I did,
whatās your own favorite story of the year? My own favourite as in written by me? Looking back I can only see flaws in my work now, really. But my favourite I suppose is Sorry
did you take any writing risks this year? I published fanfic written to a specific prompt for the first time in My Passion TranquilĀ - thanks again to the ever-fab @mavis-bluemoon for the prompt!
do you have any fanfic or profit goals for the new year?Ā Iād like to write to prompts a bit more, I guess. Iād also like to have a go at text fic after reading Couldnāt Get Better They Say by @jadepresley There are also a few other fandoms Iād like to publish in.
best story of the year? IĀ don't really know whatĀ this question means. My favourite of someone elseās fics? Because there are so, so many I justĀ wouldnāt know where to start, and Iām scared to list them because Iāll inevitably forget some and will feel bad. All I can say is that I kudos where I feel it - so if youāve got kudos from me itāsĀ ācos I liked what you wrote!
most popular story of the year?Ā BackĀ (Godās Own Country)
story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe, in my opinion: Honestly? Iām stunned thatĀ anyone even bothers to read my work at all. It sounds self-pitying but itās just true. Iāll take whatever praise I can get.
most fun story to write:Ā Not so much an individual story, but I did enjoy writing my Tomorrow series (Godās Own Country), exploring Johnny and Gheorgheās post-film relationship through a series ofĀ āvignettesā.
story with the single sexiest moment:Ā Hmm, this is subjective, isn't it? I guess I was pretty happy with the scene from Chapter 1 of Like LoveĀ (Adoby/The Halcyon) because itās more suggestion and need and desire than actual sex.Ā
sweetest story:Ā I suppose To Keep You (Scorbus) was really fluffy?
āholy crap, thatās wrong, even for you!ā story:Ā I donāt have an answer to this. Does it mean sort of hyper-explicit sex? I try to make my smut fit the characters and the situations. If I feel uncomfortable with sex in one of my stories I change it so it rarely gets to publication point. If I don't feel the sex is saying something that needs to be said I take it out.Ā
story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters & most unintentionally telling story:Ā My Godās Own Country work-in-progress SafeĀ is an AU which has really forced me to think about which elements of Johnny and Gheorghe are intrinsic to who they are. I think moving characters into an alternative reality is a good exercise for that.Ā Ā
hardest story to write: Oh God all of them. Iām a real agoniser.
biggest disappointment:Ā I often feel Iām not improving at all. That and there are someĀ āpoliticsā and cliques in some fandoms. Thatās not a big deal, no-one has a monopoly even if they think they do, but the whole thing would be more fun if it weren't like that, I think.Ā
biggest surprise: Has to be myĀ word count for the year. That genuinely surprised me when I checked it.
Iām tagging @marzgaperez @riveter-rose @szonklin and @mavis-bluemoon onlyĀ if they want to do this and havenāt already. No pressure.
Itās June 2018 and Iām still not over the Halcyon or Toby Hamiltonās salty tired gay ass

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Inktober Day 10
It was The Halcyon day last tuesday and again I cried over Toby and Adil getting together :āā))
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im thriving off the mere concept of them being happy