#adl rambles

Have a screenshot of what my desktop looks like since I don’t have a table spread to share. I was also in a play performing live music and I also did some watercolour for a friend’s brithday present whee

So the past few weeks have been crazy. About two weeks ago I strained my back, and as a result have been lying down a lot, and this was all happening RIGHT BEFORE MY PERFORMANCE. I missed a whole week of rehearsals, but things went okay in the end. It was an okay performance, and I played live music on stage. It was a great experience, mostly friends and fun, but I don’t think I’ll be doing something like that again — I’m sticking to orchestras and ensembles from now on. 

ALSO here’s a poster that my dearest @jupiterslegacy made! He also did the play that was a fun thing. 

I was also working on a painting project! I’m really no painter but I enjoyed making a present for a dear friend’s birthday! Here’s a picture of some meh flowers and hella aesthetic brush cleaning-squiggles.

Also i guess the main point of this post was to get back on the studyblr thing, and I mean to just post a screenshot because I do most of my work in bed now, and don’t have a table spread. I’ve been listening to Dear Evan Hansen a LOT, and it is gr8. 

Idk man orchestra was a really big part of my life and I’ve been out of that scene for about two years now and it’s just. There’s a new wave of people going into music school or doing their artsy things and like.

idk regrets I guess. Not like I’m not doing something I love with academia but it’s a different something I love.

And being a “live musician” for a play is super not cutting it for me? Idk I was excited to get back on stage but I’m realising it’s an entirely DIFFERENT STAGE and p stressful tbh because the music is so not set in stone and idk I’ve never really been good at improv