#adiac

sometimes i rather be alone don't bother wit the phone just wanna do my thing in my home so go and call it what u will or will u seal your lips & call it quits and not give a shit? maybe you gotta for just a bit cause its gotta matter otherwise I'd blow my brains into a red splatter  climb that high heaven ladder till the bladder shit me out to the abyss so lets hope his barrel is aimed high enough to miss and blow the air like a wind chime kiss but if there's a problem that's why i got my fist and digress to confess i got a long fucking bucket list

than Im caught looking so far in the sky realizing that it only goes so far can only be so blue beyond where few can shew till it all evidently falls to a color hue that's dark deep n looking as if its staring at you saying your time is over its time to pay your dues So how is it ur living a dream? At what cost and with what loss, So shamefully put 1 to top priority or maybe its just my sonority Now live in times where shit might leave us astray saying fuck u b.c u aint worth living another day pray for those who might just make clay n say we mold how u play So hows it go are you killing the time or time destroying my mind? there's never a difference from what u gain not in this game unless u strain what we can appreciate and never neglect what those who have held close to not bother forget just why ur here and since your as clear as me standing right here just steer while u vear into bright lights wen i see the sun simmer a summer celesta, strumming notes that say u wont ever be kept astray  unfortunately in the end it all leaves us behind saying fuck you ya didn't know how just to play...