It’s always my flaws working against-
Rejection dysphoria knocks me roughly
When hearing the words harshly meant
“You’re never doing enough.”
Well damn. Now lying on the ground
Head spinning, spinning, wondering how
Can I get more done
When I cannot stand now.
To be gentle to me and not focus
On my faults is to further
Nail the coffin of my failures- but
To focus on the faults, a hard stop.
Can Adderall even be
A piece of what I fucking need?













