#adhd files

Ok, first off, I work from home.

Secondly, I work at a company whose focus is surrounding ADHD advocacy. So, I know full well that I am in a incredible situation with this company and I am B L E S S E D to hell and back (...to...hell and back for being blessed-- brain I don't think-- ANYWAY.)

So we have a system to clock in, right? Makes sense.

I just have to log in and clock in when I begin working.

Except I keep forgetting to click that damn button, and it's never in the same exact way back to back. I have...

... forgotten to click it to start my day ...

... forgotten to stop it for my break...

... forgotten to start it after my break...

... and forgotten to click it after the end of my day...

And each time I have to leave a note explaining why I have to adjust my hours...

And now I just wonder what reaction I would get from my supervisor when they check my hours and they just see...

✨ Buttons are rude. ✨

I must find out.

So, the spouse and I are working to fix our financial state before it goes up in flames, so we're making some big adult choices regarding our finances.

One of those choices involves a metric assfuck of paperwork.

No. I did not stutter.

A metric assfuck. (This is another ADHD story... In fact I'm fairly sure I shared it here but if I didn't... I'LL SHARE IT LATER!)

Anyway.

So we're going through signing, never mind that my given name is like a pain in the ass to fucking sign repeatedly.

But that wasn't even the worst part.

Do you know how hard it is for my dumbass brain to write "7-23-22" REPEATEDLY?

I fucked up a few.

Thank god for the ability to initial corrections on forms.

The lady walking us through it was amazing and fantastic and wonderful.

My wrist hurts. THERE WERE SO MANY SPACES TO SIGN.

7-23-22 is now my most hated date just because writing 23-22 just does not jive... I kept wanting to put 7-22-23.