#adderallir

Taking 20mg in one day is, I think, maybe what made me start feeling close to suicidal last week (even though I still had Lithium? It probably wasn't still at a therapeutic level). I know taking XR without a mood stabilizer did that to me before.

Then again, it's only been like 4 hours, and it's gonna wear off soon, so I could still end up wanting to hurl myself in front of a train later.

I'm probably gonna have to give up Adderall completely no matter what anyway because last year's Zoloft weight gain gave me high blood pressure and now I'm dealing with an almost constant arrhythmia. Probably gonna need a whole new pill for that!

13 green hulks. Took 6 and barely felt anything. Fuck tolerance does it ever go away with benzos even if u don't use everyday?

Then a random 30 mg adderall IR I Ived felt kinda mellow actually and focused but shot it so it didn't last long