..Make me cry, that suits you well. We are humans after all, eventually we get used to even this. You had already become a burden in my life. Go, your departure is, in fact, my liberation..

UNTO thee, O LORD, will I lift up my soul; my God, I have put my trust in thee: * O let me not be confounded, neither let mine enemies triumph over me.           2 For all they that hope in thee shall not be ashamed; * but such as transgress without a cause shall be put to confusion.           3 Show me thy ways, O LORD, * and teach me thy paths.           4 Lead me forth in thy truth, and learn me: * for thou art the God of my salvation; in thee hath been my hope all the day long.           5 Call to remembrance, O LORD, thy tender mercies, * and thy loving-kindnesses, which have been ever of old.           6 O remember not the sins and offences of my youth; * but according to thy mercy think thou upon me, O LORD, for thy goodness.           7 Gracious and righteous is the LORD; * therefore, will he teach sinners in the way.           8 Them that are meek shall he guide in judgment; * and such as are gentle, them shall he learn his way.           9 All the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth, * unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.           10 For thy Name's sake, O LORD, * be merciful unto my sin; for it is great.           11 What man is he that feareth the LORD? * him shall he teach in the way that he shall choose.           12 His soul shall dwell at ease, * and his seed shall inherit the land.           13 The secret of the LORD is among them that fear him; * and he will show them his covenant.           14 Mine eyes are ever looking unto the LORD; * for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.           15 Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; * for I am desolate, and in misery.           16 The sorrows of my heart are enlarged: * O bring thou me out of my troubles.           17 Look upon my adversity and misery, * and forgive me all my sin.           18 Consider mine enemies, how many they are; * and they bear a tyrannous hate against me.           19 O keep my soul, and deliver me: * let me not be confounded, for I have put my trust in thee.           20 Let perfectness and righteous dealing wait upon me; * for my hope hath been in thee.           21 Deliver Israel, O God, * out of all his troubles.

UNTO thee, O LORD, will I lift up my soul; my God, I have put my trust in thee: * O let me not be confounded, neither let mine enemies triumph over me.            2 For all they that hope in thee shall not be ashamed; * but such as transgress without a cause shall be put to confusion.            3 Show me thy ways, O LORD, * and teach me thy paths.            4 Lead me forth in thy truth, and learn me: * for thou art the God of my salvation; in thee hath been my hope all the day long.            5 Call to remembrance, O LORD, thy tender mercies, * and thy loving-kindnesses, which have been ever of old.            6 O remember not the sins and offences of my youth; * but according to thy mercy think thou upon me, O LORD, for thy goodness.            7 Gracious and righteous is the LORD; * therefore, will he teach sinners in the way.            8 Them that are meek shall he guide in judgment; * and such as are gentle, them shall he learn his way.            9 All the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth, * unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.            10 For thy Name's sake, O LORD, * be merciful unto my sin; for it is great.            11 What man is he that feareth the LORD? * him shall he teach in the way that he shall choose.            12 His soul shall dwell at ease, * and his seed shall inherit the land.            13 The secret of the LORD is among them that fear him; * and he will show them his covenant.            14 Mine eyes are ever looking unto the LORD; * for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.            15 Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; * for I am desolate, and in misery.       16 The sorrows of my heart are enlarged: * O bring thou me out of my troubles.            17 Look upon my adversity and misery, * and forgive me all my sin.            18 Consider mine enemies, how many they are; * and they bear a tyrannous hate against me.            19 O keep my soul, and deliver me: * let me not be confounded, for I have put my trust in thee.            20 Let perfectness and righteous dealing wait upon me; * for my hope hath been in thee.            21 Deliver Israel, O God, * out of all his troubles.

UNTO thee will I cry, O LORD, my strength: * think no scorn of me; lest, if thou make as though thou hearest not, I become like them that go down into the pit.      2 Hear the voice of my humble petitions, when I cry unto thee; * when I hold up my hands towards the mercyseat of thy holy temple.      3 O pluck me not away, neither destroy me with the ungodly and wicked doers, * which speak friendly to their neighbours, but imagine mischief in their hearts.      4 Reward them according to their deeds, * and according to the wickedness of their own inventions.      5 Recompense them after the work of their hands; * pay them that they have deserved.      6 For they regard not in their mind the works of the LORD, nor the operation of his hands; * therefore shall he break them down, and not build them up.      7 Praised be the LORD; * for he hath heard the voice of my humble petitions.      8 The LORD is my strength, and my shield; my heart hath trusted in him, and I am helped; * therefore my heart danceth for joy, and in my song will I praise him.      9 The LORD is my strength, * and he is the wholesome defence of his anointed.      10 O save thy people, and give thy blessing unto thine inheritance: * feed them, and set them up for ever.

UNTO thee, O LORD, will I lift up my soul; my God, I have put my trust in thee: * O let me not be confounded, neither let mine enemies triumph over me.    2 For all they that hope in thee shall not be ashamed; * but such as transgress without a cause shall be put to confusion.    3 Show me thy ways, O LORD, * and teach me thy paths.    4 Lead me forth in thy truth, and learn me: * for thou art the God of my salvation; in thee hath been my hope all the day long.    5 Call to remembrance, O LORD, thy tender mercies, * and thy loving-kindnesses, which have been ever of old.    6 O remember not the sins and offences of my youth; * but according to thy mercy think thou upon me, O LORD, for thy goodness.    7 Gracious and righteous is the LORD; * therefore, will he teach sinners in the way.    8 Them that are meek shall he guide in judgment; * and such as are gentle, them shall he learn his way.    9 All the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth, * unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies.    10 For thy Name's sake, O LORD, * be merciful unto my sin; for it is great.    11 What man is he that feareth the LORD? * him shall he teach in the way that he shall choose.    12 His soul shall dwell at ease, * and his seed shall inherit the land.    13 The secret of the LORD is among them that fear him; * and he will show them his covenant.    14 Mine eyes are ever looking unto the LORD; * for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.    15 Turn thee unto me, and have mercy upon me; * for I am desolate, and in misery.    16 The sorrows of my heart are enlarged: * O bring thou me out of my troubles.    17 Look upon my adversity and misery, * and forgive me all my sin.    18 Consider mine enemies, how many they are; * and they bear a tyrannous hate against me.    19 O keep my soul, and deliver me: * let me not be confounded, for I have put my trust in thee.    20 Let perfectness and righteous dealing wait upon me; * for my hope hath been in thee.    21 Deliver Israel, O God, * out of all his troubles.

UNTO thee will I cry, O LORD, my strength: * think no scorn of me; lest, if thou make as though thou hearest not, I become like them that go down into the pit.    2 Hear the voice of my humble petitions, when I cry unto thee; * when I hold up my hands towards the mercyseat of thy holy temple.    3 O pluck me not away, neither destroy me with the ungodly and wicked doers, * which speak friendly to their neighbours, but imagine mischief in their hearts.    4 Reward them according to their deeds, * and according to the wickedness of their own inventions.    5 Recompense them after the work of their hands; * pay them that they have deserved.    6 For they regard not in their mind the works of the LORD, nor the operation of his hands; * therefore shall he break them down, and not build them up.    7 Praised be the LORD; * for he hath heard the voice of my humble petitions.    8 The LORD is my strength, and my shield; my heart hath trusted in him, and I am helped; * therefore my heart danceth for joy, and in my song will I praise him.    9 The LORD is my strength, * and he is the wholesome defence of his anointed.    10 O save thy people, and give thy blessing unto thine inheritance: * feed them, and set them up for ever.

UNTO thee will I cry, O LORD, my strength: * think no scorn of me; lest, if thou make as though thou hearest not, I become like them that go down into the pit.    2 Hear the voice of my humble petitions, when I cry unto thee; * when I hold up my hands towards the mercyseat of thy holy temple.    3 O pluck me not away, neither destroy me with the ungodly and wicked doers, * which speak friendly to their neighbours, but imagine mischief in their hearts.    4 Reward them according to their deeds, * and according to the wickedness of their own inventions.    5 Recompense them after the work of their hands; * pay them that they have deserved.    6 For they regard not in their mind the works of the LORD, nor the operation of his hands; * therefore shall he break them down, and not build them up.    7 Praised be the LORD; * for he hath heard the voice of my humble petitions.    8 The LORD is my strength, and my shield; my heart hath trusted in him, and I am helped; * therefore my heart danceth for joy, and in my song will I praise him.    9 The LORD is my strength, * and he is the wholesome defence of his anointed.    10 O save thy people, and give thy blessing unto thine inheritance: * feed them, and set them up for ever.

UNTO thee will I cry, O LORD, my strength: * think no scorn of me; lest, if thou make as though thou hearest not, I become like them that go down into the pit.    2 Hear the voice of my humble petitions, when I cry unto thee; * when I hold up my hands towards the mercyseat of thy holy temple.    3 O pluck me not away, neither destroy me with the ungodly and wicked doers, * which speak friendly to their neighbours, but imagine mischief in their hearts.    4 Reward them according to their deeds, * and according to the wickedness of their own inventions.    5 Recompense them after the work of their hands; * pay them that they have deserved.    6 For they regard not in their mind the works of the LORD, nor the operation of his hands; * therefore shall he break them down, and not build them up.    7 Praised be the LORD; * for he hath heard the voice of my humble petitions.    8 The LORD is my strength, and my shield; my heart hath trusted in him, and I am helped; * therefore my heart danceth for joy, and in my song will I praise him.    9 The LORD is my strength, * and he is the wholesome defence of his anointed.    10 O save thy people, and give thy blessing unto thine inheritance: * feed them, and set them up for ever.