#actuallybdd

how come everybody online with bdd also has an eating disorder. like fuck i’m sorry that’s really shit but is there literally nobody else i can relate to? i want to follow bdd blogs and feel less alone but they ALL trigger me because they post so many pictures of bodies. how tf do they not get triggered by this

me: i can't wait to start my life fresh :) i'm going to better myself and get healthier and invest more of my time in my career and relationships, maybe get a new dog... my bdd: but you can't sweetie, you're ugly :)

sup , just living the same day every day isolating myself from the world and doing nothing to try and change it because I am tired and have 0 motivation for life because I know I will never be happy with myself, all while knowing very well I can't go on this way forever and the weight of the future is crushing me but thinking about the rest of my life is a big NO, hbu?