#actual system

endogenics are not real here, i said it. and if you disagree block me your mind can't just split to protect itself without trauma, it simply cant. your mind can't form parts without repeated trauma when you were a child. your mind can't do that. there is no actual scientific proof that endogenics are real you endos keep stealing system terms, spreading misinformation, keep invading system spaces and just make our disorder look like a silly cute joke, when living with DID, OSDD, P-DID and any CDD is just not fun its not "silly cute friends in your head", but you endogenics are making it look like that sadly. being a system is not quirky, its not fun, its not cute, its not silly friends in your head, its something i have to suffer with every single day and it feels like you endogenics water it down so much.

Sometimes I don't system and then I do system and I realize I system again and then I question if I system so I ignore my system and then I system again if that makes sense