#actor posts

Is it?

It probably is.... 

These last few months have been different, my drive of hate is waning and I find myself just... wanting to move on. 

Iknow my past will follow me like a storm cloud however, so my question is... How do I remove it? Is this just something to follow me forever even if I do change? 

There are people who will still believe I’m just lying but... I never thought I would come across anyone who just GETS IT.... That itch is insatiable and they get it too, they understand... 

Is it too late to move on? To move forward and leave all that behind. 

I hurt a lot of people.... 

So many people... 

My friends.... 

.................

they would never believe that I’m sorry.

What do I do?

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I suppose I have to accept what awaits around the corner for me. those people deserve their revenge and I deserve what they do to me.  Just... please

Leave him out of this...