#actioncore

traveling a lot

making split second decisions in stressful life or death situations

being a great shooter

always carrying a handgun

suits, ties and weird gadgets

being chased on the road in a car

vice versa; chasing enemies

being completely anonymous

struggling to keep life and work seperate

or not having a normal life at all because of the job

single-handedly getting yourself out of tough situations

going undercover to gather intel

sneaking past security cameras

rescuing people

working together with hackers, forensics and scientists

listening to mission briefings

not having normal work hours and just being called in whenever there's a threat

getting locked up and escaping

massive gunfights

defusing a bomb when the timer says one second left

planes and helicopters

confronting the bad guys while pointing guns at each other

stubbornly wanting to do a certain thing your way regardless of the rules

Actioncore

Why do I feel so attached to this core? I was always into action and adventure movie. The idea of diving in and saving the day, restoring peace, order and respectability to people's live. That is and was me. I would writ my own actions scenes as a teen and imagine them in my mind. Being an action here is who I am about and who I used to want to be. The clothes, the car, that adventure. thwarting crime and even taking hits to protect others. I admit I used to, and kinda still do have some angst in me. But in the end its all for the better good. Come on, who does not want to be an action hero in some for or another? Walking and driving the streets at night with a shoulder holster under your leather jacket. I smell of fear and feeling of kharmic retribution in your heart. Knowing in the end you saved someone. In the end you are patched up by your best friend and sharing a hot dog or a glass of wine in celebration of a job well done.

No I do not see it as REAL. Of course not. For me it is always a fantasy, a dream, a TV show, a Movie. To act out those scene, be a part of an action film is fun. Yes, some friends and I did make a action film once, ages ago. And we had a blast. It was nothing epic. Just fun stuff we did one week. When I was young and living on my own, sometimes I would dress the roll and just walk about my place like I was in a film. Sit in front of my computer and pretend to hack away or track bad guys. Play some action music in the background. Those were the days.

I even spent free time creating my own actioncore characters based around myself and a couple of old close friends. Some 63,766 pages worth of action. Even maps pf places like his home, office, HQ and the whole city around him. Some art as well both traditional, digital and AI.