I am in Beautiful Switch/Switch Heaven But Now I Need to Unpack Why I Feel All This Weird Guilt

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I am in Beautiful Switch/Switch Heaven But Now I Need to Unpack Why I Feel All This Weird Guilt

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I need to be able to fuck your literal guts repeatedly. You do not need both your lungs to survive. Without one, you are left with a warm,richly supplied and innervated cavity, easily accessible under the rib cage if the stomach is kneaded hard enough. Wouldn't it be so intimate if I could feel your frantic heartbeats so close to my twitching cock?
Your ribs would now be open to me, protecting nothing I could beat them to my complete satisfaction, and marvel at the strange shapes they heal themselves back into. You want to be perfect for me, dont you? The rib cage is a perfect mixture of bone and muscle and cartilage, it has the most satisfying elasticity on impact, and like this my satisfaction no longer risks your life.
Fuck, I could press my fingers into your intercostal muscle, feel them twitching and spasming, I could wrench at your ribs and reset them from the outside. I could burrow and curl my fingers into so many parts of you, I would always have somewhere else to violate whilst you heal.
Why risk your life for one moment of ecstasy when I could make you unique?
Inflict a near fatal wound and jerk off over my body. It's fine 'cus if I really needed you to call an ambulance, if I was really afraid that I was going to die then I'd help you with what you need. It's really quite telling how a little pain shows how thoughtless and self centered I am, and it's not your responsibility that I've been carrying around a broken phone for half a year, is it?
There needs to be more y shaped heavy things. Pressure my sternum and the crests of my hips. Good foot shape. Stupid Vulture 'mech why dont u crush me underfoot. 1000 Streak-SRM upon ye
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Hi, I'm Ira/SIKs. This blog is a horrible place for me to be horrible. Pronouns she/it, I am a weird pervert bug and a giant inscrutable scrapyard, hypothetically in my 20s. Expect posts to oscillate from horny to depressed. I have another blog for serious/important things so that won't be here. Kinks and anything else not tagged other than as described below:
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I know I am not worth touching anywhere except where the grace of your knife has revealed me. How dare you acknowledge the illusion that contains me, that wretchedly comprehensible form molded of skin. How dare you speak to me as if I was something able to understand and listen. Open me up and reveal a truth and beauty we can both revel in; set me free so I that I might wash over you
I wonder how one could go about innocuously collecting blood from someone. I could skim off blood from your at home tests. I draw it under the pretense of sealing it in jewellery and take more than I know I need. I collect some from every wound I make, and from every nose bleed you have in your sleep.
I would do this, mix it with citrate, and let it sit in warm open air to go fetid and rotten. I would do this so I could surprise you with it. I would do this so one day, when I am hurting you, I could offer to let you experience the smell you will have when you are a corpse. I'll pour it into your hair, so we can both savour it for a good while.
Been thinking about being the 'instrument' of other people's sex; less like a toy and more like a tool.
I want to be the pathetic, puppy-eyed creature in the corner that's beat instead of the pure and pristine princess when she misbehaves.
I want to be used as a punishment, as contrast. To show how polite and nice someone is being, how delicate and kind they are being, they let the horrible creature they keep around play with their partner.
Being reduced to a demonstration piece, a walking and breathing example of someone's art, a catalogue that you can point to and say "like what you did to it here".
Or just to be used as a living practice doll,of how hard and where you can hit, so you can practice on something that isn't so important.
They're all such nice middle rank positions to imagine being.