#ace space asks

This is like .5 seconds after my last ask but somebody in class just pointed out my vocal stimming and rocking, like please fuck off you're not even supposed to sit by me -ace space

Tfw your brother is more stereotypically autistic so he got diagnosed, but since you're talkative and could make friends easier you never even talked to anybody about that even though you've always had intense sensory problems, stimming, special interests and meltdowns. And his diagnosis was always used as an excuse for him to treat you badly so you used to have loads of ableist misconceptions. 👌🌌

Tfw your friends start pointing out how monotone you are and it's weirdly embarrassing but it's making you more secure in possibly being autistic. And you had to transfer therapists and Change Is Bad -👌🌌

Tuafw you find out (partially on this blog) that you're not the only autistic person who runs their fingers along every surface they pass and that makes you feel Valid! (It leads to a lot of awkwardness though bc I Need To and often people won't move themselves or their belongings and it's like... Plz) -👌🌌

Tfw you samefood oreos and you're afraid that it's bad for you or gonna get you in trouble because they're sensory heaven (dipped in milk) and they're all you wanna eat. (No emojis but I'm ace space)

Tuafw you can't stand the sound of snoring (or any repetitive uneven sound) and you currently have to sleep in the same room as your parents who snore loudly and they yell at you for not being able to sleep even though you explained, and act like you're being spoiled even though they know you think you're autistic and you've explained to them that you can't help it. -👌🌌

Tuafw you used to chew as a stim and finally realized that it's an autistic thing and you're just incredibly happy that you're not weird or something for it, and you're becoming okay with chewing again (you made yourself stop because of those fears) and you're really happy! -👌🌌

Anon who lost his hoodie here- I found it!! And I've been wearing it all day even though it's been hot but it's ok bc it's such a nice hoodie, I've missed it. (I'm also 👌🌌 btw!)