Oct 3, 2022
drew my dnd boy, ace :)
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drew my dnd boy, ace :)
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i need to get back to drawing my oc more
pointing at anything red and black themed that i see and yelling ACE ACE ITS ACE CODED like those arent two incredibly common colors that i just so happen to associate with my oc
rip ace lorelei you would have loved "but i stay silly despite the horros :3" posts
thinking about ace & moving on.
his whole sense of self is based off of something he never moved on from. in almost any any world, any universe, that incident is rowan's death. what results from losing his brother and being unable to move on is a dedication to what rowan loved, wanted to do, and wanted to be. but it gets to a point where it's dangerous and overwhelming; this religious dedication to fulfilling rowan's aspirations & potential is something that ace never should have had to deal with.
but it's all he has left. he can't move on because that means that rowan doesn't get to move on. in some way, ace throwing himself into becoming who rowan was supposed to be is a way for him to keep rowan alive and to feel like rowan got the same chances as he did. but the funny thing about it is that because ace never let himself be who he wanted to, neither of them really had that choice.
something something just you and the unfulfilled potential of the person you looked up to most in life that is now yours to shoulder
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yes im heartbroken that my oc ace isnt real bc i want more content of him that i dont have to make but also im so glad that he isnt real bc nobody understands him like i do. nobody would understand how his grief shaped him. nobody would truly understand his weird reluctant but also undying devotion to the soul goddess like i do. nobody would understand that he missed rowan more as an idea than as who he actually was like i do. nobody would understand that he fears nothing more than death by fire like i do. nobody understands his refusal to die because whenever he looks up to someone they die & his refusal to do that to his younger siblings like i do. nobody would understand that he never wanted to be who he is and if rowan had never died, he might actually hate this version of himself like i do. nobody would understand his fear of hurting people but willingness to do anything to protect people he loves like i do. nobody understands his dissonance with who he is like i do. nobody understands how nothing he ever does really feels like his alone like i do.
i genuinely do think i would be insufferable if anyone had a bad take about him. as such i will shut my mouth now
thinking too many thoughts about my ocs.
ace and rowan look almost identical despite not being biologically related in most universes. the only real differences when ace's hair is dyed black are that they have different eye colors and rowan always has freckles where ace doesn't until he gets older. they have the exact same face shape & bone structure and both really cherish that physical connection & representation that they're brothers, blood or not. rora fits in perfectly too because she looks like a slightly rounder ace (they're blood related).
asja and kayjel look very similar too, but in their cases it's something they both feel very mixed about because they look like their mom. blah blah their mom disappeared when asja was 8 and kayjel was 11 and the twins were 9. nobody knows what happened to their mom & asja & kay both view their looks as an unfortunate reminder of her. plus asja & kay have a strained relationship. lowkey a little gamora and nebula ish. kay was always the golden child and asja was always the failure. so again, looking in the mirror reminds asja of kayjel and she's angry at him for a lot of reasons (not all of them right).
something something ace's family is so important to him despite him having no blood relations to ray (adopted mom) or rowan (adopted brother), and asje hates that her looks & genetics tie her so strongly to kay, the twins, & her parents because she doesn't consider them family. anyway.
oh btw ace's family loves asja. they're just another addition to family outings. invited to every family dinner. always at family outings. she has cried happy tears over this more than once.
you know the more i think about it the more i think ace as a snow leopard would fit perfectly with the single caveat of him having fire magic.
he falls asleep anywhere warm & sunny
looks scary but hes an absolute goofball
his little spots would be like his freckles!!!
also like stars cause hes star coded
fur looks almost blue. like his hair
general cat behaviors
and asja would be a fox perhaps?? ive always thought of her as a red-tailed hawk (fits with the gold eyes and red hair) but now i think they'd be a four legged little guy. plus a fox still fits her colors and also it would be funny. just imagine a lil red fox sitting on top of a snow leopard's head