#acciodracoo

I know she shut down everything, everywhere and I thought by now I accepted the loss of one of my favorite fanfiction…but apparently not …

hello, anon.

first, i'd like to start by saying you and any other person who has messaged me in the past 6-ish months have not upset or annoyed me in any way shape or form. to the public, evi and i were friends and it made sense that i would know of her whereabouts. if i was in y'alls position i would do the same thing, so please don't take this as me complaining about anyone sending me messages!

i will tell you the story that i now know. if you ever listened to our podcast, evi was in a very small groupchat with me and three other draco x reader writers. none of us have been active in the fandom in the level we all were in 2019/2020, but regardless we were all still in quite constant contact. she was on a break from about october 2020 to february 2021, which you guys might remember she came back to her blog (acciodracoo) and our groupchat for a time. then she went offline again.

earlier this week i discovered she had been on another blog and a new ao3 consistently since she left in march. i'm not going to share the url and user here for her privacy, as it is clear that's what she wants and i am NEVER one who would endorse a witchhunt. i was hurt and upset someone i considered a close friend would just ghost not only me but many other people like that. after she realized i knew it was her, she blocked me. my other friends send her dm's asking if she would be willing to tell us why she wanted to cut ties, but she has not answered them as of now, still. of course, she can do whatever she wants on her public blog. i would never blame someone for deactivating or abandoning creative works they no longer want to be involved or associated with. i was simply upset that she would block me and ignore all the rest of us with no warning when she seemingly left us on a good note.

it's now been a few days since all of this went down, and i am feeling more calm and detached from it. it seems clear evi wants nothing to do with who she was and anyone she knew from her time on draco x reader tumblr. if it is any consolation, it seems she is happy and active on her new accounts. i'd like to reiterate again that creators can do whatever they want with their work at any time. please do not go looking for her, especially in any capacity to try and get her to return or put her works back online, as it is clear to me, as someone who would like to say i knew her pretty well, she doesn't want to come back to this era of her life.

6 has been answered! 

22. A fanfiction cliché you can’t help but love? 

This is going to sound pretty goddamn hypocritical.. in a way, at least.. but.. tbh… love at first sight is pretty goddamn adorable. I don’t know if I could ever write about it myself, but when people do it right.. it can be tearjerking. 

39. What’s your favorite trope?

HMm…. I guess it has to be.. Sour Outside, Sad Inside!  (Honourable mention) These are also somewhat in regards to writing Draco. But basically, I like it when characters’ flaws are very vital parts of who they are, and their flaws aren’t sidelined to focus on other things. 

46. What’s your favorite emotion to cause on your readers?

Don’t hate me but sorrow, probably. I just find that the stories/fics that I’ve enjoyed the most (not necessarily been happy throughout but..) or that have stayed with me for the longest time afterwards have always found a way to tug at my heartstrings, so I kind of aspire to do the same.