#about:deni

I tried to call him 3 times and every time he didn’t pick up. I’m such an idiot. We said a month, one whole months and I lasted two and a half weeks. I just miss him and wanted him too know I’m doing really good. 

Ryder and Nate were great at what they did and they made me feel truly humiliated but also really freaking good... Even if Nate was the first person to make me cry... 

Let’s not even get on the discussion of Deni... That’s one that has confused the shit outta me.

Sir Bentley is amazing and he’s taking me to prom. An actual prom. Like a real prom. I ain’t never been to one before and he’s actually taking me. Pretty sure I’m developing a little crush.

Then you got Declan... Last night, I ain’t never felt that way before. He was such a good Dom and he just... One night and you are falling at people’s feet. 

Grow up Franco Hart, you always fall too quickly. You did it with Jordan and though it worked, look where you are now. You can’t attach to people. You can’t cause they might not want you and it’ll hurt like fuck. 

Stop thinking about it. Go for a run. Punch a wall but don’t let yourself get attached, them be the rules you made right?