so i can't manage to keep a job more than a few months, even though i go way out of my comfort zone to be personable at work. i was working my hardest, and i think that they sometimes forget how young i am, and all my previous job experience was restaurants. They haven't fired me or anything, but i'm irritated. It's probably gonna go "it's the slow season soon, you can't work on your own yet, so we don't need you".
if i don't work this summer, i'll be down on funds, and moving in the fall will be even harder. fuck, no matter how hard i push myself and try to do well, i never do well enough. College was like that too.