#mun bitching

rl bitching below

I'm just having a really hard time with writing lately guys, I apologize.

I want to write, my brain is just not cooperating. Kind of contemplating dropping meg's kids, both the grublings and the adopted bitlet he has with restitutiopax. But I don't know.

I think part of my issues is also the fact that due to miscommunications with my doctors, one of my psych meds was stopped cold turkey and it's fucking me up.

Me magnifying everything up to 170%

Me, trying to read posts from @la-mangouste​

Draft update

@specialagxntstarling, @stcrlngs, @indeliblymarred, @alwaysxinxtrouble, @obsessionsarenotforheroes

Y’all are in my drafts and I’ll be working on them tonight/tomorrow. If you don’t see your name here, I don’t know that I owe you a reply. 

If you’re a prospective patient of Hannibal’s, I have all but @shotbitch starters out. You can ask me to link your post to you if you’ve lost track of it. I’ll make a master list or something, Idk. Do some cleaning up of Hannibal’s Tumblr since I have things I need to move over to the OOC blog anyways.

 Also, I mentioned this in a DM but it bears repeating... please do not get frustrated with me or cranky at me because I’m responding to certain threads or players with more frequency or faster than I am responding to you. Sometimes, I’m more engaged in a specific plot line. Sometimes, Hannibal is more engaged in a specific plotline. 

I will admit that I am biased towards fellow writers that I have a closer friendship with and tend towards prioritizing my responses to them. You’re welcome to talk to me more and befriend me, though I’m somewhat awkward and bad at it myself. I automatically assume people don’t want to chat, and sometimes forget I’m in the middle of a conversation. 

So uh.

Went lady parts doc last week, had a pap smear. This morning, got a call from them for an appointment to come in and discuss the results.