me: *posts something*
me: wait
me: *instantly regrets it*
me: no wait why did i do this
me: SO THAT YOU WOULDN’T OVERTHINK IT NOW GO AWAY

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me: *posts something*
me: wait
me: *instantly regrets it*
me: no wait why did i do this
me: SO THAT YOU WOULDN’T OVERTHINK IT NOW GO AWAY

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O hai guise
Heya all!
So if you’ve been following Riptide (or my adventures in the tags of many of my posts) you might know that I’ve been pretty busy with Life lately and that July is only going to get busier for me. To recap: this past week I purchased a car, we closed on a new home, and had a crazy crazy weekend, which involved a washing machine that wouldn’t drain and a refrigerator that shocked me (only slightly, I’ve had worse from an electric fence). For the rest of July, I’m going full time at my old job, and staying on part time at my part time job (which has me working seven days a week aaaay), as well as moving, and at the end of the month my sister and her family are coming to visit.Â
So, most of my free time in July is going to be spent packing/moving/collapsing in an exhausted heap on the floor. I’ll check in here pretty often, I’m sure, but if I don’t respond to you (or if I haven’t responded to you in the past month, honestly; I’ve been stressing over the car and the closing for the house, the sellers were kind of a-holes) it doesn't mean I don’t want to talk to you, or that I’m ignoring you. It just means that I am lying facedown on the floor.
Anyway, hopefully I’ll get some stuff up for Riptide, and there’s a few things mostly ready to go for other wips, but I just wanted to let all of you know in case you...were...wondering?
Me: *does not understand how to be a real person* Cat: *loves me anyway* Me: *goes into hostess overdrive* Cat: yea right lmao *pukes everywhere* Me: ok but why
I know we all get behind the I’ve got soul but I’m not a soldier line but may I offer to you:
Another head aches, another heart breaks. I’m so much older than I can take
and
I need direction to perfection
and my favorite
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the backburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Because they are just as, if not slightly more, amazing.
brain: don’t do it
me: don’t worry i’m not gonna do it
brain: i can see you thinking it don’t do it
me: .....I’m not gonna do it
brain: ho don’t do it
me: *checks phone*
brain: bitch what i just say

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Me @ myself: okay but why??? Are you this way?????
My self-esteem fluctuates from Trashcan to Tony Stark, there is no in between.
So I was thinking about how as I've gotten older how I care less and less about what most people think about me and more and more about what makes me happy And I thought (somewhat derisively) "If past me could see now me I would just be slightly terrified. I'm a corset-loving bisexual fanfic writer with two cats and jobs that on good days I love and bad days I still don't hate. I have friends who love me for all my weirdness, and even though I'm still terrified of everything and not as good a personal cheerleader as I once was, I'm doing okay, and I'm generally usually happy. Man. Past me would probably be suuuper disappointed in me." And then I realized past me would probably be like "corsets, fanfic, cats, understanding of my sexuality--we're not worried about the hell thing?good, good--SIGN ME UP." So anyway what's new with you guys.