#about laz

Welcome to my internet diary! Where you’ll find my art, my writing, my ramblings, and my reblogs.

I identify as queer and I use they/them pronouns.

I love to chat with ya’ll, especially if we’re mutuals! My asks are always open.

However, I’m 27 so my friends on here are 18+

My art posts are MOSTLY SFW. Since I’m old tho my rambling will likely be rated R so take that as you will.

I mostly post from the Stranger Things, My Hero Academia, and South Park fandoms.

90% of my art is South Park

I draw and write because I love it, so it’s usually very self indulgent (and not always very good). But I do take requests!

I don’t care if you repost my art on other sites (TikTok, Pinterest, twitter, instagram) but I just ask that you give me credit. I’m only on tumblr so pls don’t repost it on tumblr, just reblog.

Trans!Kyle Comic 🏳️‍⚧️

AO3 - LazuliLikesToWrite

Laz Fic Recs

Laz’s would be 1021, because they have guilt over basically everything they do, and their first solution to a problem is to just ignore it and hope it goes away, while their second is usually suicide

Mine would be 366: cause I honestly still have much guilt over being the one that got my parents killed and all our comrades, also i still honestly not really delt with the trauma of losing Vasily

Emkay would be a denizen, like a part of the train system and/or a friend of One-One

Andreaus, he’s got a bunch of trauma and unprocessed feelings over the deaths of his various lovers, plus all the trauma from the war. idk, I feel like his would be pretty high, but he does want to make better, he just not knows how I think. Andreaus number 903

Felinx is bit of an anomily. we get rough idea of what they been through thanks to laz seeing some of their memory, but we don’t really know what exactly. we do know that they basically just is ignoring what happened (or at least they put that facade up). they just kinda went through their life, not really trying to live, but not want to die, just kinda numb. Felinx number prolly be 536

Very cute!

1. My wife; she hangs the stars in the sky, she’s the wind beneath my wings, she’s super hot.

2. Fandom!! Specifically speaking about fics and fanart! It’s the first place I found queer media that felt honest and it changed my life. But the community aspect has been wonderful and something I’ve grown more comfortable being a part of over the years.

3. My job, I’m a nail tech and I specialize in nail art. I make my own hours and work out of a private studio and have an amazing clientele! Genuinely very lucky to have a job I love so much.

4. My pets, all the ones I’ve ever had but especially my cats now. I have three wonderful babies.

I’m Laz, short for Lazuli, if we share mutuals you might catch them calling me Lex. But it’s just Laz on here :)

I’ve been on tumblr for, like, 16 years. Many different blogs with different purposes but this one has survived the longest as I’m super obsessed with fandom culture! I can’t enjoy things at a normal level it’s always way more intense.

I enjoy many different source media and have my favorites listed in my bio but I’ll repeat them:

•South Park

•Stranger things

•My Hero Academia

I am to my heart a multi-shipper! I love seeing new ships, learning about them, and sharing mine. If you like the same shows but think I wouldn’t want to be moots cus your ships don’t align with mine, don’t fret I will eat that shit up.

I’m 27, a Leo, and I identify as queer first and foremost. When people ask me question that require more specific context I usually say I’m nonbinary and a lesbian. It’s easier for others to understand that sometimes. But I’m just queer :)

I used to go under the username yourspookysoul but changed it to match mha because I was fixated on it for YEARS

I write on ao3, I have a handful of fics under my name, some of my work is orphaned. But my author name is Lazulilikestowrite

I have Byler and some odd pairs for mha on there.

My asks and messages are always open, I love to hear from ya’ll! I’d say dni if you’re a porn account or a minor looking for a friendship, I’m just too old. I don’t mind when someone reaches out asking questions (a minor asking about an art style or where I saw something) but otherwise I’d say my blog is 18+ as far as communication at a friend level.

I don’t mind getting questions about how I identify and like pronouns and stuff if you’re ever uncertain, I love to talk about all things queer.

I take drawing requests and I don’t care if my art is reuploaded on other accounts and sites, I would just prefer credit or at least leaving my signature visible.

Laz is doing a bit better. They can now stay awake for a few hours at a time, though they still sleep most of the time. They managed to briefly make it to front for a bit (they played some SimCity4 with me). Though I had to take them back to their room because they were starting to get upset by seeing the bodies memories of what happened and the immediate fallout, so that was not fun.

As for their mood, is has been wildly swinging between suicidally depressed and quote “the blinding fury of a thousand white hot suns” (The fury is mostly directed at Shai, though also at a few friends over how they reacted to the initial incident), so that's been a handful to deal with. Thankfully Felinx Has been helping to care for Laz, and calm them. (honestly it is quite a treat to see Felinx like this. Usually they have a cold reserve, almost roguish, air about them. Yet while tending to Laz, they are calm and caring, like a doting father caring for their child. (Well, I’ve never actually seen a father caring for their child like that outside of media, but statistically there has to be at least /one/ good father... right?) (I mean, my father was trash (what with the whole, selling me into slavery thing), and the bodies father isn’t the best in many many ways, Emkay doesn’t have parents per sey (though they refer to old computers and/or satellites like family, ex Great great great grandfather Sputnik), I am unsure of Felinx’s relationship with their parents, Felinx is rather reluctant to talk about their past, and Shai’s feelings towards his parents are... complicated at best... honestly, it is best to avoid that subject with him)

Anyway, that’s what has been going on with us.

Without going into too much detail, a few days ago Shai attacked Laz and injured them rather severely. It was very stressful for all of us, but especially for Laz. Thankfully Felinx and I were able to break the two of them apart, and tend to Laz’s wounds (Shai was un wounded). Felinx has been looking after Laz, and forcing the demon to actually rest and heal. Meanwhile I have been trying to, for lack of a better term, fix things, as well as take front and attempt to see us through this.

As for what prompted the altercation, I am not at liberty to discuss what triggered it, but it was essentially brought on by a combination of various forms of stress, exhaustion both mental and physical, and some long simmering emotions that I was hoping would never come to a boil. All in all, the situation was a complete cluster-fuck of smaller bits that all piled up until they unfortunately fell on Laz.

I thought you all might like to see these Elder Futhark bindrunes that Laz made for a project. It is ok to reblog these, btw.