#about juria

1. - Once I become interested in something, I do a lot of research on it...like...notebooks full of information that I'll never need but it was tied to sOEMTHING I like, and therefore it's important. A recent example is stupid otp. I started trying to learn Russian (its so hard im cry). I read up on history, language, and current cultural stuff. Just because I like two angry little russian kids from a show about spinning tops. It happens a lot..I really just love learning about EVERYTHING and it's just coincidence that fandom things tie into my interests in world history and stuff like that. Makes it 2x as enjoyable c:

2. - I hate big cities. I can't breathe in them. Too much everything all over the place, and not enough trees......I've always lived in forested places with tons of green things everywhere so ... giant cities are just gross to me;; well, american ones... tokyo was surprisingly less overwhelming than I expected!? might just be cultural differences, or that they keep their natural areas close to the non natural.

3. - I eat like a child?! I eat plain bread...and cheese...and I don't like my food to touch. I hate coffee and tomatoes...people pick on me about my eating habits orz

4. - I like animals more than people. By a lot. People are irritating.

5. - I have a really hard time making friends...?! I'm too weird for most people I guess? I have no idea.

6. - When I was little I was apparently extra sensitive to weird shit, and would recount dreams in extremely vivid detail...so clearly that my mom was horrified and didn't let me sleep alone for a while when I told her I was "taken by the people up there" ... I still have ridiculously vivid dreams, and they're all incredibly detailed and weird.

7. - In addition to that, I was very interested in the paranormal and ghosts and shit from a VERY young age, and my mom's said that I used to be able to see stuff. I feel like that ability has dwindled a lot, but I can still "feel" things sometimes? Like emotions are super easy for me to pick up on, and I tend to absorb them whether I want to or not;;

8. - I can't plan...I can barely see from day to day lol so when people ask me what I think I'll be doing in x-amount of years I'm just ????? I don't even know what Im doing in the next 24 hours dude...

9. - I hate over-analyzing things. I just like...liking things. I hated literature classes when we had to dissect books and storytelling...why can't you just appreciate it for what it is. I don't mind when people catch something and start coming up with ideas about why, how, and when, but there's a point when it just gets really fucking annoying lol. Stop nitpicking. Pls. Just...let people like things.

10. - I have never had an actual crush on an irl boy, only (lots of) fictional ones. but i've had crushes on irl girls, but not fictional ones.... :'| weird.

11. - I'm way too open about my mental health problems and I think it bothers people. I just don't see a point in hiding it? People complain about physical health all the time, there's no difference. I also hate when people whine about (easily fixable) health problems but do nothing to fix them lol take a pain killer and be quiet pls i have shit to do (I guess ppl think that's mean. im just trying to get my work done, regardless of how I feel on any given day? I've gone to work feeling suicidal idk how many times but I still get things done...i know everyone copes differenly but if you cry to me about a paper cut I will just roll my eyes at you and leave lmao) Kei’s 11 Questions:

Pick an OTP from any fandom. Why do you like it so much? (If you don’t do ships then just explain why you love your favourite fandom) - Oh boy. Are you sure you want this. Ahaha WELL since The OTP is YuBo, I guess... I will talk yer ears off. I love them b/c they're just? Good for each other? I dislike the manga as a whole, but their backstory and interactions in the manga are just...so good...?? They met as tiny, abused, and neglected kids trying to survive on their own in post-soviet russia, bonded immediately, and continued to push and pull each other along their entire childhood?! Like? They wouldn't have turned out how they did without the other, maybe not even survived childhood at all? I know Yuriy's characterization is SO different between the manga and anime, but one thing that's the same is how bullheaded he is and how good he is at being a leader? And the other thing similar between the anime and manga is how dedicated Borya is to him? Like??? He follows Yuriy no matter what, he has total faith in him. No matter what happened to them in the monastery, they stuck together and pulled through together. AND IT JUST??? MAKES MY HEART HURT... they've been through hell and back together and I just really hope they continued to stick to one another ... BEST FRIENDS SHIPS ARE MY WEAKENSEs

What’s your aesthetic? - Snowy forests and mountains, wild forests that look like they're inhabited by fae and monsters, crystal clear night skies, warm blankets and cats...

Which is worse: Brussel sprouts or asparagus? - BRUSSEL SPROUTS ?!? i love asparagus...

What’s the best thing that happened to you in the last 6 months? - I got to see Jordon TWICe within 6 months ;o; <3

Which song could you put on repeat for 30 minutes and not get bored of? - Hmmm anything instrumental tbh? the how to train your dragon soundtrack is so nice...for example....

How do you deal with stress and/or stressful situations? - DEPENDS... I'm apparently very calm when something is a critical situation? I kind of just..dissociate and blank out any emotion and just ... fix things. If it's an emotionally charged problem (like a fight w/ a friend) I AM SO ?? I GET SO ANGRY... and I cry a lot but also can be very sharp-tongued and cruel.. In general I tend to keep my head down and just get shit done. I work well under pressure;;

Favourite month and why? - October! Birthday! Halloween! Autumn!!!!

Your favourite childhood activity? - I used to just...play outside in the woods for hours and hours and hours...

Which language do you most like listening to, and why? - I guess I've never thought? about this? So I am not sure...: O!!

Best compliment you ever received? - That I'm a good friend ... ;o;