Apr 7, 2015
I've been to hell young man, you've only read about it.
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I've been to hell young man, you've only read about it.
Marquis de Sade (Quills)
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[Taken from this meme.]
SEND ME āSAFEā AND MY MUSE WILL TELL YOU 3 OTHER MUSES THEYāD DIE FOR.Ā
Well since I really have no idea who this came from Iām just going to pick HBL as the verse because really thatās the verse that makes the most sense for Fane to actually die for someone. Although, he is a vampire so it makes things complicated lol. Anywho, IF he could die for someone or put himself at serious risk or whatever these would be the three people heād choose:
Hannah (because sheās his daughter HELLO!)
Gemma (because he really does care for her and he knows that if he was no longer around Gemma would still care for Hannah.)
Klaus (Fane does feel like he owes Klaus a serious debt and he has faith that Klaus is a man of his word and would continue to be there for Hannah and keep her safe even if he was gone. He certainly has the power to do so much better than he can already.)
will fane ever let someone love him fully?
That is the million dollar question isn't it anon?...I think the better question is when will Fane let himself love someone again? He can't control the feelings of others, but the struggle really is allowing himself to commit to someone again (or in the human verses for the first time). Heās actual a simple man. He just wants someone to love him and care for him unconditionally. Certainly not an easy feat for a man as a damaged as Fane, but it's all he wants. There's a quote going around, āTell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.ā That's what Fane wants. Forgiveness for his past, acceptance of his PTSD, his fear of connecting with others and trusting, his drinking, drug use, and crazy sexual desires. If someone can prove that they take on all that baggage and love, and accept him, and care for him in spite of all of this, they will have Fane's heart forever.
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[Taken from this meme.]
SEND (*ć»_ć»)āā½ā„ā¾ Ā TO HEAR A SEXUAL FANTASY MY CHARACTER HAS.Ā
Fane hasnāt been able to really test his theory physically, but he seems rather drawn to werewolves. Liliya was one of course, but she was untriggered and he was still a human. Now he desperately wants to sleep with a wolf especially one in heat or even a partially turned one despite the danger to himself. The thrill of fatality for the now immortal excites him.
do you want a monogamous relationship or would you prefer an open one?
[I'm going to answer this in two parts because the answer is the same, but slightly different because of verses.]
[Vampire verses and anything with Liliya.]
"I've only been in one monogamous relationship and even then we occasionally had group sex. Liliya was the only one I wanted and needed, but we were both sexually adventurous. I haven't been in a relationship since her and I'd be hesitant to get involved in anything unless I truly had feelings for someone. If I ever fell in love again, I'd be willing to give them monogamy if that's what they wanted, but I'm more of an open relationship if anything type of guy."
[Human verses.]
"Any relationship that I would actually be willing to put myself in would be open if anything. I don't do monogamy or commitment."Ā
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[Taken from thisĀ long headcanon question meme.]
2. Ā Do they have any daily rituals?
He works out daily, even as a vampire, even if itās just a short night run. Especially as a vampire, but even as a human, he always wakes up hungry and generally has to eat before he can do much else. Unless he wants to jack off or have sex, then itās that, and then food, and throw a cigarette in there at some point too. Before bed there is generally another sex session of some kind, a drink and another cigarette.
7. Ā Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
Fane has no problem wasting time. If he can get away with just dicking around and not doing anything productive and still having things work out, heās all for it. His general wasting time activities include playing video games, watching Netflix or playing music.10. Ā Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
I donāt know if this is really what this question meansā¦but he has a habit of doing strange things with his mouth, like licking or biting his lips, sticking his tongue out, or playing with it in his mouth and running his fingers through his hair. (Seriously have you seen Sebastian? His tongue is out of control.)
12. Favorite book genre?
Fane doesnāt really read much, but he does enjoy reading biographies and things about musicians. 18. Favorite beverage?
Scotch.19. What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
This is really verse dependent, but generally itās about whoever is in his life. As a master or in a relationship heās thinking about the person heās with and what he wants to do with them the next day, or wondering if theyāre okay. In HBL he thinks about Hannah and/or Gemma. As a single human heās probably torturing himself with things of the past and is likely to do that in other verses as well. Liliya, war, Hannah and his mistakes with her, his fear of the Bratva, the list goes on and on. He tends to do a lot of thinking and doesnāt actually do much sleeping. Because of his tormented mind he often drinks himself to sleep.22. Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
Well after looking at you like you were crazy heād say that he canāt draw very well, possibly attempt something and then give up and maybe scribble some song lyrics.25. How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
This is also verse dependent. As a human he just wants to finally feel like he doesnāt have to run from the Bratva anymore even though he knows heāll never really be safe. In HBL he hopes that things will finally be at peace and that he and Hannah are happy together. Sheās probably off at college and hopefully he would have someone at his side. Heās beginning to truly wish it was Gemma, but he knows itās too early to tell. In his master verses heās not sure how things will work out with Beckett or Lydia. At this point he thinks theyāll be together and comfortable with one another. Happily traveling the world and hopefully heās finally done something with his music as well. Ā
27. What is their biggest regret?
Again, verse dependent. Anything involving Liliya and Hannah is really just that things worked out the way that they did. He blames himself for Liliyaās death and the fact that he wasnāt there for Hannah. Obviously as a human getting involved with the Bratva was a huge mistake and he knew it to begin with and did it anyway. Heās also been a soldier in all of his verses and while he doesnāt regret the decision completely, he hates himself for killing people. 31. Most prized possession?
His guitar, which varies depending on verse. Of course when heās all rich later on his has a few and theyāre much nicer, but it will always be his favorite thing. That and a Saint Andrew medal is Babushka gave him. Heās the Patron Saint of Romania.36. Ā What makes them feel guilty?
Fane carries a lot of guilt from his past, but doesnāt feel guilt in general about the things that he does. However, he doesnāt like hurting other people, especially if itās completely unintentional and he hurts someoneās feelings. He will always feel bad about that.47. If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
Fane isnāt one to fall in love easily. In all of his verses itās either been Liliya or heās never been in love. He has serious trust issues, so IF he were to truly fall the biggest thing would be the need to feel truly safe with the other person without judgment or fear that they would leave him, that is more important to him than anything else. Knowing that someone truly loves him and accepts him for who he is, for his past, for his poor life decisions, for his kinky sexual choices and the fact that heās a drug addict, alcoholic mess with PTSD. If someone can love him and stay, despite all of that then theyād have a partner that would die for them without question.
What does Fane enjoy the most besides sex?
Music. It means a lot to him. It got him through some of the worst times in his life and it will always be a big part of who he is. This is regardless of verse. In his human verse and prior to becoming a vampire in his other verses he played when he could, picking up gigs here and there, but it never made him enough money. He also avoided it in any verse where he's running from the Bratva obviously not wanting to ever draw attention to himself. In his master verses and any verse where he's been a vampire for a few years, he is seriously considering getting back into music and in a more committed sense since he has the freedom to do so now.Ā
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From this meme.
ā« - What kind of music do they enjoy?
Fane will always be a punk at heart and most of the music he plays falls into that genre as well. He likes a lot of rock music though, alternative, metal, indie, ska...etc. He's into some hip-hop and rap as well and some things that are played on the radio, but for the most part isn't a fan of mainstream music.