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And that sucks. Distance sucks....but not at all. At least we learn not to be too dependent to each other. We built emotional connection rather than physical connection. Whatevs. I miss you and I'll be seeing you after 8 fucking weeks. And I'm getting excited about it even though we may spent only a week since I'll be leaving soon for college. Anyway, we'll be seeing each other again after your vacation. I'm going to college but we're not schoolmates because you don't want me in Beda. JK.

I've been acting mad here in this house. Whenever they asked me something about this family shit, I answered them furiously. I am full of this shit. I sometimes think about quitting and never give a fuck about these things. It's just today that I've been acting different about this. Because....

They woke me up this morning and discuss to me these things. I have exam and I was 30 minutes late because of it. Not a good start today. I fucking swear.

Exam was over this afternoon and I was supposed to have fun but another problem hindered me. Like WTF. You don't have to overstress things.

Supposed to have an overnight with my classmates tonight but I went home instead because I'm fucking depressed about these things and maybe I couldn't endure all these bullshit and eventually have i'm-fucking-depressed-leave-me-alone-to-die kind of mood in such social event.

And just now, my Dad came to my room and talked and asked me about shits again. Seriously. Then he asked me about my college and stuffs and I'm fucking annoyed because I already told them before what my plans are, the tuition and all that. Fucking repetitive.

I'm sorry I just have to let this out. I have not been blogging for months and I don't frequently share bullshits to any of my friends.

Okay.

And you keep telling me these thing that certainly irks me a helluva lot. Damnit. Read between the lines. I have been absorbing these shits for almost a year.

How I wish I could escape these inevitable things. It's actually your problem but thanks to me for being your daughter because I've been always listening and limit my talking just to avoid grievance to both parties. And even though you both made a bullshit, I've been always here to understand and be fair-minded on dealing with these things.

I just hate how everybody is being mad about something. I know that it was someone's fault. But please consider both sides of the story. If you guys just planned to be diabolical against your enemy, think first. You don't know how much it could ruin your damn lives as well as the other people that care for you.

She is suffering now from I don't know. The doctors haven't identified what sickness she is suffering now. And it's really worst. I don't have to write the whole detail of the symptoms and whatnot. But please do pray for her. She is a candidate for our class valedictorian, so please. It's been almost two weeks since she suffers from this worst sickness.

The great thing is....SHE PASSED IN UP DILIMAN!!!!!!!

There's always a rainbow after a rain.