#aaaaaaaaa.

that childhood friend who just one day stopped showing up to kindergarten or school and you were never told what happened to them. sure, you could guess reasonably now that they moved away, but… what if they didn't? there's a thought like that, which on occasion, crosses your mind, no?

that friend who you played games with for hours on even every weekend, maybe even during the weekdays, and now they're but a username and a "last online 9 years ago". maybe they just got other friends. maybe they weren't interested in the game you played anymore, or their life got busy. but, what if something else happened? sometimes you wonder if they're okay.

the online friend, too, who you also played games with, but also talked with so often. there's so many dms between you and them… but now their accounts lay deleted, and you don't know why. they haven't responded in months, maybe even years. you can't help but wonder what happened to them, why their accounts are deleted.

what about that person who always kept the mood up with their silly jokes, that always seemed so confident and tough? looking back now, maybe you can somewhat tell that they were just coping by making jokes and trying to be the positive light they needed. their last message was so out of nowhere. vaguely even a goodbye, but it holds so many implications now. your mind sometimes wanders to darker places when thinking about their fate…

oh, and the person you knew later in your life. maybe even as recent as a few months ago. they were always so active and loved talking. you always wondered how they had so much freetime on their hands. but one day they just… stopped talking. and never went online again. it's hard to not worry about them.

Someone give her something, we can’t have momstry upset