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I didn’t know what to expect when I clicked the notification that obi posted a new story on ao3, I saw the tags and I knew this would be an interesting story and it was... fuck ~ this scared me so much because jimin was the horror villain I was exactly avoiding for years and years...

so the story starts with Seokjin, Taehyung, and Namjoon (the holy trinity), Jin and Taehyung are officers handling the string of murders happening in their area and Namjoon was MC’s attending psychiatrist she was diagnosed with insomnia, manic depression, and anxiety and she also claims to know who’s behind the killings that the officers can’t seem to find.

let’s do this quickly (a lie ig hjskafhkjas) since this is a quick read, MC claims that the man behind Min Yoongi’s death was Park Jimin her former lover, she doesn’t have any solid evidence because there wasn’t anything left behind on Yoongi’s apartment but she’s certain it was Jimin because he took her to his apartment to show her his dead body. all I could think of reading those lines was man this is fucked up, but before the murders happened Jimin was the perfect boyfriend he was all about MC, he was everything a girl could ever ask for, he paid attention and knows everything about her but little did she know that it wasn’t cute that he knows everything, it was creepy, he became obsessed the longer they were together or maybe he was just good at flattering her and hiding his true nature making her see him as a doting boyfriend instead of an obsessed creep who wants her all for himself.

why did Yoongi had to die? because Jimin was right he was romantically (maybe sexually) interested in MC and he won’t allow him near her, Jimin was crazy for lashing out and and forcing her to show everyone she belonged to him thru public sex - Jimin lost it, he was far too gone, far too obsessed and that’s when the string of murders started, first off he got rid of Yoongi followed by a few people who meddled with their “relationship” all of them had to go, no one can ever take her away from Jimin, she belonged to her.

there’s no way I would hold back my love for this masterpiece that starts light-hearted, funny, pervy, chaotic, and all over the place then quickly escalates to reducing us readers into a puddle of overflowing emotions, I was crying because I have been laughing from the start and then laughing crying turned to ugly crying and idk anymore like why? I was laughing moments ago and now i’m feeling emotions and things and the tears suddenly felt hot and heavy *i’m a mess*

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“Bless me, Father for I have sinned.”

this was wild, the husky voice that flowed freely out of MC’s mouth got me wheezing (girl are you undercover or something?), this is supreme crack, the way Jimin scolded her for having a laundry list of sins which she answered with the fact that her therapist blocked her on facebook ghadsjfgahsd which proves how talkative she is ~ probably chewing off her therapist’s ear and burning her fingertips because she needs to reply to all of her ramblings, and then the question that almost made Jimin’s soul left his body finally left her mouth “... is anal a sin, father?” I snorted so hard my nose feels like it’s on fire, srsly? who would ask a priest in such pristine and holy environment whether or not anal sex is a sin? also, I love how she shamelessly inquired about the fine print on anal, wow a woman without filter, I like her, I’ll offer my heart to her.

“You’re right. Where was I? Stopped going to church, did it in the butt—oh right! I want to kill I haven’t. But I want to kill my ex. He’s a really shitty guy—“ if this isn’t my life summarized, I once dated a guy who convinced me to stop going to church (I grew up in a catholic household so church was a big deal ~ he was catholic too and had served the altar during his youth, up to this day idk why he steered me away from the lord ~) and I agreed, then the butt thing let’s not discuss this because some things are better left unsaid ~ and on killing, yeah I thought I wanted to do that to my ex because he was shitty like super shitty but I don’t have the heart to do that.

“Okay! Okay! I’m sorry! I just have one more thing to confess and that’s it, then I’ll leave,”  “I showed a priest my tits.”

this is where I lost it, Park Jimin, a tits guy who’s about to be ordained have been tempted by a girl with a penis of him in her precious locket, that is summarization at its finest, but crack aside the bond they have is something I want in life, no filter needed, they’re not ashamed of saying what they want to say, or doing what they want to do, they were perfect together like that, and then MC finally broke the news why she was there, why she drove for hours just to see him, I was saddened by the news until she started talking about how shitty her dad was, and then the conversation started shifting to one where an immersive reader will drown in emotions, MC had always been in love with Jimin, even if he wouldn’t reciprocate her feelings she stayed friends with him, she was the most relatable best friend who’s in love with the idiot or should I say emotionally constipated and in denial bff, I would be possessive too if i’m in love with my friend/bff! but will ultimately support their happiness (lol because I would be crying, why not me T_T), anyways, her straightforward and funny way of delivering her confession made my heart hurt Park Jimin was the source of her happiness and sorrows, he was everything she could ask for but could never have, he’s always near yet so far, he was perfect for her but he thought it was better to hurt her sooner than later, they were the type to crash and burn and if they burn and turn to ashes Jimin wouldn’t be able to take it, he loved her, he loves her.

“I was always frustrated because you ruined me. You made me think every man was like you but there’s only one Park Jimin. I would know, because … I spent a really long time looking for him.”

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I am putting this on top of my favorite Hoseok stories, I ~ I don’t know how to put to words the way this masterpiece touched my heart, I am so in love with this, I’m always mesmerized with stories that have less than 5k word count and yet the author manages to pack everything in and make the reader feel things, I laughed because of Nayeon and her perseverance to set-up MC on a date with the whipped Jungkook, I sympathized with MC because of the stressful stuff she’s dealing with, my heart fluttered when Hoseok showed up, I got butterflies in my stomach reading the brief history of their love story, my heart dropped to the ground when I learned the reason why they decided to end things and it was revived when she kissed him even if they were technically broken up for two years already... 

I’m so enamored with the way op writes, she knows how to tug people’s heartstrings because I’ve read so many comments of readers crying over this piece, also, I’m having problems crying these days and It’s frustrating but this effortlessly made my eyes overflow with tears of pain and joy, ughhh what I wouldn’t give to have this Hoseok in my life? he’s everything and more because even if they parted ways he’s always been there for her, taking care of her as if she still belongs to him, as if that day where they decided to separate never came, because it’s always been her and nobody ever took her place *oh fuck i’m crying again* god this is just beautiful and I sound like a broken record praising this over and over because it truly is.

a few lessons you’ll get from this is that exes can be good friends (because I don’t befriend my exes unless they go out of their way and I only have one ex that I’m friends with and it’s nice tbh), sometimes you just need to step back and let each other go to see where life takes you individually and as a pair if you get lucky and have another chance with each other, and the most obvious one is that you never forget the love you had for a person, if you ended in good/bad terms you’ll never forget it, new feelings will take over but when you reminisce you’ll always remember how you were with that ex even if it disgusts you lol jk~ 

anyways, i’m getting too noisy but I did my best to write only a teeny tiny bit of spoilers here and there (but then again my ramblings gave everything away ~ i think) so do yourself a favor and read this highly recommended masterpiece from obiwrites, and if you already read this I hope you cried as well!